𝐃𝐫𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐨𝐌𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐚

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"It will make you feel good" i said sliding the pill bottle infront of him he shook his head no as he pushed it on the floor

I sighed and got up going upstairs I picked Zaire up from his playpen and brung him downstairs

I picked the pill bottle up from the cold kitchen floor and sat back on the chair infront of him

He looked up at me as I placed the pill bottle back on the table

"Are you really gonna use my kid against me Skai" he said chuckling and covering his face with his hands

"Namil I'm sorry it's the pills or therapy" i said he took his hands of his face and looked at Zaire before taking him away from me

"Are you serious" he said as he hugged Zaire who looked like he was tired still I nodded my head

N: It's not fair
S: Namil
N: it's not give me other choices
S: I tried giving you choices Namil
N: no you don't
S: yes I do
N: so that's it your gonna just stop trying?
S: Namil you had a gun to my face last night
N: don't start using that shit against me
S: Therapy or the pills
N: I'm fine there's nothing wrong with me
S: so why do you do the things you do
N: I don't know and I don't care
S: Namil look at me im a mess all the shit you put me through when you have those little episodes of yours who knows if your gonna end up doing what you do to me to Zaire
N: I won't
S: Alright then just tell me why you have those episodes what's wrong with you
N: There's nothing wrong with me Skai im fucking fine I feel fine so stop treating me like im fucking mentally ill or some shit I'm fine

I sighed shaking my head

I knew Id end up having to pic a decision for him he also needs to be clean off drugs/alcohol for awhile

"Maybe Rehab or some group classes?" I said softly as I grabbed his free hand and locked it with mine

He looked at Zaire then looked at the pill bottle "your scared" he said I looked at him blankly and got up walking to the refrigerator

"Your scared I'm gonna touch Zaire" he said

"I gave you four choices pick one Namil" i said taking Zaire from him and putting him into his hair chair

I gave him some cheese and crackers and some juice

N: None
S: rehab it is

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1 WEEK LATER

"We love you" I said as I gave him his last hug before he walked in

HOME

The house was really quiet now Zaire was running around playing while I was on the couch overthinking

"There has to be something I'm missing" i said to myself

🏖Skai thoughts🏖

Now that he's gone for a bit unless he gets kicked or something I have time to myself

Well kinda because Zaire is still here

He's so lonely I wish he had more siblings or people to play with

Thinking about it I want a daughter

Like a mini me but her name has to be really uncommon

But being pregnant with Namils kid comes with alot

Anyways i need to stop thinking about other things and enjoy myself while Namil gets the help he needs

They also need to figure out why he gets in fights a lot

END OF THOUGHTS