𝐃𝐫𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐨𝐌𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐚

𝟎𝟎𝟖

"Eat" i said to Zaire the last couple of days been hard he's been crying nonstop he doesn't wanna eat or do anything

He pushed my hand away so I just gave up

We were currently sleeping in my car we used my friends house to shower etc

She would watch him while I went to apply for jobs

Hated that I had to depend on her when he has an whole ass dad

But The things Namil said to me was just wrong I really didn't deserve that or any of the things he's said to me

I wish I would have never went upstairs that day it's kinda my fault for being nosey

Right now we were at my moms house with Namils parents eating dinner he wasn't here though they said he was busy tonight

Mom: why isn't he eating?
S: I don't know
MomIL: he looks a bit tired don't you think?
S: yeah
Mom: is the food to hot?
S: nope
DadIL: did you try taking him to the doctors?
S: nope
Mom: why not
S: I haven't had the time
Dad: Skai what do you mean you don't have the time your a stay at home mother if anything Namil should be the only one not having time he works
S: Dad-
Dad: No skai listen to me there could be something wrong with him and your talking about you don't have the time
S: it's not that simple
Mom: hey if you need help with anything just ask us
S: umm alr well you think Zaire can spend the night with y'all tonight?
Dad: why
S: I'm tired
Dad: we are all tired you need to own up to your own responsibilities skai
S: just one night please I'll pick him up early in the morning
Dad: No skai I'm sorry
S: what about y'all
MomIL: I'm sorry Skai
S: please he just needs to sleep in a bed
MomIL: so take him home he has a bed there right?
S: yes but-
Dad: exactly why would you need us to watch him while you go home and go to sleep
DadIL: yea instead of worrying about a babysitter worry about his mood swings and food problems
S: he probably misses his dad
Mom: why would he miss Namil if he sees him everyday

I sat back back in silence as they all continued to yell/criticize me it's not like I could tell them what happened

I got up grabbing Zaire and left

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"You start Monday" my new boss said I smiled and shook his hand

When I got back to my car I went back to my friends house to pick up Zaire

"Mommy got the job" i said picking him up and spinning he giggled for the first time in weeks I started smiling a little to much as we went out the door and back into the car

𝐓𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞𝐝.