Zaire ran up and hugged my leg it's been 2 months since I left and got a jobI just got off a 12 hour shift and was drained I put the back of my seats down and blew up my car mattress
I grabbed a blanket and put Zaire to bed I got back into the front seat and drove to our everyday spot
I turned off my car and stared at Zaire "if only you knew" I said quietly
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"Just this?" I said to a lady looking at her phone she nodded her head and handed me her total in cash
I handed her the bags and her change and she left she was my last customer of the day because I had to take Zaire to his appointment
SKIP TO HIS APPOINTMENT
"Its a thing toddlers do when someone or something they enjoy isn't around or goes missing" the Doctors said looking at Zaire
I nodded my head as he continued talking and handed me follow up papers
When we left we went to McDonald's and ate in I grabbed his hand as we walked in I got my wallet out of my purse
"Oh hell no" a worker said I looked up realizing it was that girl that I fought
"Can you take my order or not" i said with a bit of an attitude I ordered a kid's chicken nugget meal and a cheese burger fries and a drink
"Cmon Z its one of your favs" i said trying to feed it to him but he shook his head and pushed my hands away
I sat his food in front out him and started eating mine I offered him a fry but he smacked it out my hand
I sighed and continued eating my burger when I finished eating i put his stuff in a bag and we left
I started driving to random places because I had no where to go atm and my friend wasn't at home
A song turned on that Zaire loved so I turned it up and looked back at him
he started crying and started throwing stuff I looked back at the road as he threw his opened sippy car to the front and it went everywhere
I turned the music down and I reached back in the car trying to calm him down but he kept smacking my hands away
I looked back and tried to grab his sonic Bear off the car floor
I felt the car swerve then felt a horrible pain and blacked out
𝐓𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞𝐝.