10:34 am
I was sitting in my car outside of my house with a sleeping Zaire in the back
After what happened yesterday I've came to the conclusion that it's all my fault
If I would have listened to Namil instead of being a nice person my son wouldn't have been touched
I drove off finally after 20 minutes
I heading to where Namil currently has been for the last couple of weeks
I know everything's gonna go south when i tell him but I can't hide this from him
*moments later*
As I pulled up into the parking lot I felt anxiety run threw my body
I turned off my car then got out going to Zaire's side and getting him out
I held his hand as we walked in to the front desk
"Hi I'm here for Namil"
She looked at me then Zaire and smiled she also asked me why I needed Namil and some other questions
after awhile she went back and pulled him He walked out of a side door
Zaire ran right towards him leaving me behind I couldn't help but stare
Not in a bad way though
Namil picked him up and walked over to me Pecking my lips twice
Then we left
We got food on the way home because Zaire was hungry
HOME
Zaire walked in first Namil followed
I locked the car and walked in last I took off Zaire's jacket and shoes then let him run around
I took off mine aswell
I sat on the couch next to Namil
5:57 pm
Zaire was knocked asleep on me Namil was almost asleep as well
He had his face in my neck with his arm around my waist
"Namil can we talk" I said tapping him
He looked at me and shook his head slowly
I carefully took Zaire upstairs and put him in his bed the heading back down the steps
I walked in the kitchen and sat at the table with Namil
"Promise me you won't lash out on me" i said
He shook his head not responding wordly