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"So how is it" I said to Namil as I put my phone on speaker
N: it's alright i guess how's my son S: he good lonely but good N: he needs friends S: i know I wish he had siblings N: you want another kid? S: kinda but I don't know if were stable enough for that right know N: you want another boy? S: No a girl N: why not a boy S: Namil Zaire looks just like you why would i want 3 versions of you running around the house N: when I get outta here I'll consider it alr? S: Alrighty N: wyd S: I'm getting ready to drop Zaire off with your dad so I can run some Arron's N: no S: huh? N: take him to my mom or your parents S: he's always with them though he barely goes to your dads anymore N: Skai take him somewhere else S: fine
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"Just this" The cashier lady asked I nodded my head and gave her my total
When I finished loading my car with groceries I got in my car to go pick Zaire up from Namils dads house
Yes I know Namil told me not to take him over there but I felt bad switching up last minute again
When I pulled up I got out of my car and knocked on the door Zaire's screams and cry's filled the outside in
But I'm used to him crying all the time so I just pushed it to the side ( not really she was still worried )
The door opened and Namils dad ( Idfk his name ) had Zaire in his arms
I grabbed Zaire from him trying to calm him down
"What happened" i said looking at Zaire
DadIL: he was playing with the others and fell off the table S: why was he on the table DadIL: I have no idea that's just what the kids told me
I nodded my head slowly before going back to my car putting Zaire in his seat
HOME
I was up doing late night organizing because I had some random boost of energy
I redid my makeup desk and cleaned it off
I then cleaned up and papers we had laying around the room and put them in a box in the closet
I went threw the boxes throwing out whatever I didn't need away
I came across a box on Namils side
I sat it on the bed and layed down I opened the box and saw old pictures of me and Namil from high school
I also saw other papers that looked like old letters he wrote to himself
Empty envelopes, old broken phone, pens
I sat in silence before putting everything back in
I wanted to read it but I didn't wanna be going through his stuff
