LOVE GAMES

CAMILLA

PEOPLE SAY THAT EXCESSIVE DRINKING CAUSES A LACK OF RATIONALITY.

Well, they are not wrong. But it hurts. Because even as I girl, I love to drink. it helps to forget all the responsibilities of a princess. Since I turned 20, my mother, the queen, Bridget, is trying to delegate her responsibilities. I was prepared from my childhood to be a princess, a future queen, but when responsibilities shoulders, it gets too exhausting. How the hell did my mother become queen knowing only 6 months before? I am preparing for that moment my whole life but I don't think I ever will be ready.

My incarnation ceremony will be a surprise. My parents will suddenly drop a bomb on me that I will be fulfilling my queen as soon as possible, but first I need to have a life partner for being a queen, so I was safe for time being. I am not going to find the love of my life in 2 or 3 years or maybe more. This gives me some time to prepare myself.

Like now

I am dreading catching a flight home.

My head is pounding. Sofia lay on top of me and Dahlia between my legs. I don't even remember getting in this position. As I open my eyes, I take up my surroundings. Black curtains, gray walls, white ceiling. This isn't the hotel where I am staying. That massive room was peach with flower prints.

Why is it too gloomy? Did we do something last night and got ourselves killed? Omg, we are in hell.

I jerked up throwing Sofia off me and kicking Dahlia.

"Guys wake up, we are in hell"

But when I looked around. It doesn't seem like hell. It was a bedroom. A neat modern styled bedroom.

Oh fuck

Last night, drink, breaking into Nico's apartment, the argument, his body, his kiss

Wait

Did he kiss me? Again?

And I have no recollection of that? Again?

Fuck my life

Why hell does this keep happening to me?

Rubbing my eyes, I try to recall the last night. A spot on my shoulder lingered, I recalled that he kissed my shoulder and I passed out. He probably carried me here.

First, we fuck. I don't remember

Then, we avoid each other.

Now, this. How could he kiss me now on the shoulder and ask me to stay after what happened?

I WILL NOT DRINK AGAIN IN PROXIMITY TO NICO VOLKOV.

I never told anyone about my so-called one-night stand with him.

I was too embarrassed to anyone that I had drunk one night stand with Nico.

I was too embarrassed to face him.

I could not casually talk to him.

Him

Him

Him

Girl, you need more hobbies than obsessing over him

What if he throws it in my face?

He is an equal part of ice and fire, and I don't know which part of him I would like to face.

I think he also doesn't remember because he never brought it up.

I got up from bed and made my way toward the kitchen. I needed coffee rn like I need oxygen. I need to live to catch my flight. On my way, I took a good look at his house. It was pretty cozy for a bachelor. Did he brung other girls hete? Nico never does relationships, always thriving on one night stand. Did somebody break his heart? He never talked about his love life with Sofia. So, I never knew.