Emma Johansson

One last time

unedited 

Emma
We didn't even manage to get to her place before we started kissing. The cab driver ran a red light and almost hit a few people because he was so focused on us. When we finally made it through the door of Florence home we couldn't been torn apart. Our lips were connected for what felt like ages. Before things could go any further my thoughts started taking over again. Sometimes I really wish I could trade my brain.

"you're thinking to much." Flo says

"How come everyone is able to tell when my mind starts taking control??" I question out loud.

"I'm going to ignore that you sad 'everyone' and pretend that that didn't just happen. Besides you do this thing with your nose, it's adorable." Flo smiles , my cheeks turn bright pink.

"Flo?" I ask

"Yes Em?"

"Do you mind maybe talking me through this? I like to know what's going to happen." I ask shyly looking away.

"Of Course Emma, Is there anything you don't want me to do? Do you have any triggers?"

"No I don't think so, It's just that sometimes I can get a panic attack. But if you keep talking were good, I think." I answer.

"Okey how about this? We use the traffic light system. Do you know that?" She asks.

"You mean that think they use for BDSM?"I ask shocked. I've had read about it but never done anything like that with Lizzie, or anyone for that matter.

"I mean well yes, Green means that your good, Orange means slow down and Red means stop. I can see in the shocked look on your face that you've never done anything like this before. Have you ever had sex before?" My face flushes red with just her saying the word sex so normally.

"I uhm.. yes well not like that, what are you planning on doing to me? " I start getting really nervous, what if she ties me up and leaves?

"Emma you still there?, I'm not going to do anything to you without your consent, your the one in charge and I won't have you spiraling in that little beautiful head of yours." Flo is quick to interrupt my rapidly spiraling thoughts.

Flo takes my hand while guiding me up the stairs into her room. I let her because even though I'm terrified I'm also very very turned on and really want this.

"I want you to take off your shirt and go lay on your stomach, I'm going to start by giving you a massage so you can get more comfortable." Flo dements in a sweet yet stern tone.

I do as I'm told and start to take off my shirt while Flo walks around the room lighting some candles and getting a towel and some massaging oils. As I lay down on the towel I hear Flo's seductive voice warning me about her cold hands. Even though she warned me her touch made me flinch before eventually relaxing into her bed. I also notice the slow music playing in the background. She unclasped my bra after warning me and starts to slowly move her hands all around my back.

"Are you okey sweet cheeks?" Flo whispered in my ear. Just as I'm about to answer her she finds a knot in my shoulder and pushes it. Causing me to let out a soft moan.

"I guess I have my answer." Flo says and I can feel her smirking behind me.

After a few minutes I started to get completely relaxed. Trying to focus on the amazing feeling instead of the embarrassment of me letting out the occasional grunt or mean. I could feel the knots in my back vanishing and Flo started to leave featherlight kisses all over my back. My mind was at ease even though the tension was still there, the fear was kind of gone.