Eryka talks about her life experiences leading her up to her current position in an interview based along with her diary signature endings as "The Loner".
Senior Year Who knew that this would be it? Finally. I survived the first 3 years of High School, congratulations to me, I guess. To be honest, it is giving off Grease vibes to be honest.
Senior Year Back to School. I love it. I got to make my crown and wear it all day. I was so happy. I made my crown based off of me. It's all black and simple. I am a simple person so I decided to go all black.
Doing Me I have officially cut off all my so called "friends" or "brothers" kinda sad but it is what it is. Have to do what's best for me. I can't just sit around not doing anything and just being okay with people making me feel some typa way.
I've been doing me and getting into new hobbies which I like because if gives myself less time thinking bout depressing shit and more time being happy. Being able to go out, explore, do me, go adventures just gives me peace of mind.
At this point, I've joined more clubs to occupy my time outside of work and school. I really am trying to save for my car and pay my bills. I do what I can for my mom. Right now, shit is just hitting the fan constantly. I can't stand it.
I am trying my best to do my best and be happy. Shit is Kwazy asf right now. Just trying to do me and get out more, put myself out there more and look for a sense of community or family out there somewhere.
Don't get me wrong, I have a family, just I always wanted a big ass family to run to who supports each other and just shares and cares for each other.
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Car Shit Well, I have officially got accepted into Universal Technical Institute, which I am excited asf about. I have started getting into the car scene down there and just see who, what vehicles and what's going on down south. I am really excited to be saving and modifying my car.
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It's a very sense of stable love that I am really excited for tbh. I really want my baby to be beautiful in my eyes, fuck what everybody else says. They don't call them "project cars" for nothing. 🥴🥰
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I think I am going to call her "Diamond". I am excited asf. I can't want to get her tints on and change out her shoes. 🥰 I already have too many things for her. She is going to be beautiful asf. 😩
Relationship Shit Well, honestly relationship scene hasn't really been my thing, let alone get on the same block.🤣💯 I don't mind being in a relationship but I have my own reasons for not being in one right now.
I am not going to give my all again to someone who is just gon up and leave whenever the fuck they want. I will be damned to fuck over my mental over someone who isn't even worth my time or energy. Shit, last time I put my all into someone, I broke my own heart in the process. Shit happens, but I'm not about to just keep doing reckless relationship bullshit to get my heart broke again. Fuck dat shit.
Work Bullshit I don't care for the people at my job, I just do my shit, make my money, go home and do it. But one thing I'm not boutta fuck around with is hours, I only get paid hourly anyway, so I if I don't get any fuckin hours, how the fuck and I supposed to make my fuckin bread literally like cause people pissing me off.
Teacher Bullshit Honestly, Teachers have been on my ass left and right. I don't show up to school enough as it is because I don't fucking like them ugly ass kids I be having to share classrooms wit. I can do the work, but don't expect me to fucking actually be there to hear ignorant ass kids talk.
Homecoming Bullshit I have officially have my dress for Homecoming, I am excited asf. It's so fucking cute. I typically don't get excited about dresses but it's sparkly. It's short, sparkly and pretty. 🥺 It reminds me of pixie dust tbh. So sparkly and it makes me smile.
>>>>>>Homecoming is October 29th, so if I am unavailable it's because I don't give a fuck and I am OUTSIDEEE😜<<<<<<
If I'm being 100000% honest, I am throwing ass at Homecoming and I'm gon smoke and drink before Homecoming, I can be lit asf by myself but I wanna be Cross-faded so I don't get shy when dancing tbh. Because girls at my school be fucking annoying as shit and I ain't trynna be in my head at all that night.
