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pretzelcade

Dec 25, 01:39

pretzelcade
Merry Christmas, Ateez.

atticus2725
Pezi. 🥺

pretzelcade
Hey.

Katatapos lang ng release kong short film for Christmas special sa isang network. So I just finished my project.

atticus2725
You finally messaged me after two weeks.
seen.

Dec 25, 01:50

Pezi?

Dec 25, 10:08

pretzelcade
Good morning, Ateez. Sorry. Natulugan kita kagabi. Sobrang puyat lang talaga for the past few days. Na-busy nang sobra.

atticus2725
Akala ko hindi mo na naman ako kakausapin, e. But, you know, Pezi, I'm always waiting. Always. Lagi.

pretzelcade
HAHA. And that's what I hate about you.

atticus2725
What do you mean? You just opened a conversation and it is about hate already? What is happening, Pezi? I thought we are going to be okay na. Hmm?

pretzelcade
That's what I thought either. Pero hindi pala. Hindi pala ganoon yung mararamdaman ko after thinking too much about our situation.

atticus2725
What about our situation po?

pretzelcade
Ateez, you said that you're honest with your feelings towards me and your loyalty will never end, right?

atticus2725
Yes po, Pezi. I think naman na I'm doing it, all best as your girlfriend.

pretzelcade
I just feel like it's not enough with our situation.

atticus2725
I can't follow, Pezi.

pretzelcade
Maybe love itself is not enough. So is care, honesty and loyalty.

atticus2725
Are you breaking up with me?

pretzelcade
Iyon ba ang gusto mo?

atticus2725
Pretzel Cade, you do not have to put words in my mouth.

pretzelcade
Atticus Beatrice, I hope you stop being dramatic for once.

atticus2725
Huh? I do not get it, Pezi. Why are you saying all these things now? On Christmas?

pretzelcade
The date has nothing to do with my feelings. To tell you the truth, I can't handle a relationship at this point. I've been experiencing anxiety and even diagnosed with depression after consulting a doctor secretly. I've been struggling with my work because of the toxic environment that you would never understand. Just by bringing how much you want to enter here, it frustrates me. Just by thinking of how you would feel if I do this or that, it frustrates me. Nahihirapan ako, Ateez. That's just what I am trying to say.

atticus2725
Am I making it worse?

pretzelcade
Yes, same with doubts on me.

atticus2725
And you think ikaw lang ang nahihirapan?

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