My Plus Size Lover

Chapter 6

Monae'

After a few weeks from being in the hospital, they finally let me go. They recommended that I go see a therapist. I am so happy they didn't put me in a crazy house. I am a little nervous to go back to school because people might look at me differently. Who cares, they weren't even my friend so it shouldn't matter what they think.

"Ready, Monae'?" I heard August asked while I was grabbing my bag. August finally forgave me for my selfishness. I never thought he would be by my side until I got out of the hospital. Every night I pray to thank the Lord for blessing me a friend like him.

Gramma thought it would be a good idea if August takes me to school. I didn't think it was a bad idea either but I don't want him to like take me for granted or feel like I am a burden to him.

"Bye Gramma, See you later" I yelled walking down the steps to August car.

The ride to school was quite. I guess he was thinking because he made this serious face as if he was planning on kidnapping me. We arrived to school and I was really nervous. I don't want people to think I am weird, or anything but then again it shouldn't really matter.

"Ready?" He asked while rubbing my hand with his thumb. I looked a him and just nodded. We got out the car and headed for the door. Once inside, Professor Kelly came running in my arms.

"My darling, I missed you. Are you okay?" she said holding my cheeks as I let one tear fall and she wiped it with her thumb. Professor Kelly is my History teacher. She is my favorite teacher and I couldn't even be happier because she made it her business to see if I was good.

"Yes, Ms. Kelly, I am good." I replied as she kissed my cheeks. We went on our business and continue our day.

People basically gave me stares. I even heard some of them snickering about me but I just brushed it off. I didn't wanna start with anyone today, not even the bitch that got me in the hospital.

I was in the cafeteria waiting on August because his mother made me the salad that I love. I saw my ex roommate, Sarai.

"Hey" she said in a low tone. At first I felt like I shouldn't have to say anything to her but it was mainly her sister's fault. She could have stopped her sister evilness.

"Hi" I said dryly. She looked at me and saw that I had no emotion on my face.

"Look, I am sorry for what my sister said and did you. She was never supposed to go that far. I didn't even know you were in the position of killing yourself." she said looking straight into my eyes.

I could tell she didn't know. We never actually sat down and talked like this for a while. I could say she is the only girl I have talked to throughout the school years.

"There's are for you" she handed me a bouquet of white lilies. They were beautiful.

"Thanks." I said grabbing them from her. "How you feeling right now?" she asked. Now the bitch wanna asked some questions.

"I am doing pretty good. The cut was isn't too bad." I replied giving her the simplest answer. I didn't wanna give her too much information.

We continue our conversation with her changing the subject to school. She handed me all the work I missed from our classes we had together and August's ass finally shows up with my salad. He looked mad but I ain't even gone bother him because it is going to make him even madder.

August

"Baby, you came back" I heard Saraiya say. I turned around and looked at ha' then laughed at ha'.

"You & I are not together. We are done." I said to ha' looking into ha' eyes. She scrunched ha' face and looked mad. I could give ha' two shits. I had my lady food in my hand and I knew ha' ass was gone kill me if I don't give it to ha'.

I started walking away from Saraiya but she grabbed my arm.

"I heard you with that fat bitch." she said. "Leave ha' lone'" I said through my teeth.

"She didn't do nothing to you and you treating ha' like shit. What if that was you in ha' shoes. You wouldn't even come out your room and let anyone look at you. Get the fuck out of here with that shit." I said walking away.

I went into the cafeteria and saw Monae' with Sarai' talking to each other. I saw Monae' expression and she did not look sad at all. I walked closer to them and noticed there were some flowers on the table.

"Hey, you" Monae' said as I was handling ha' food. I sat next to ha' and kissed ha' cheeks. I had a feeling Saraiya saw this from afar, but I brushed it off.

"Hi, August" Sarai said and I just nodded my head. I ain't really fucking with neither of the girls cause they fake as shit.

We was just enjoying our lunch until I heard a group girls laughing coming our way. I knew it was Saraiya because Sarai just rolled ha' eyes.

"Twin, why are you sitting here with this fat bitch?" Saraiya asked. Sarai just sighed.

"You really need to leave Monae' alone. She hasn't done nothing to you. She wouldn't hurt a damn fly and you fucking wit her. I regret being mean to her. She is sweetest girl I know and here we are fucking being mean." she said to her sister. I guess Saraiya saw the flowers on the table.

"You bought her flowers didn't you?" she said. "Yes, bitch I did. Something your pathetic ass could have done. No but you just wanted to be a bitch and pick on her." she said.

"I knew you was weak and If you continue sit here with her, I disown you. You are not my sister if you are going to be friends with my enemy." Saraiya said to ha' own damn sister.

"You know what Saraiya-" Sarai was cut off by Monae'

"Saraiya, I haven't done shit to you. I don't even know shit about you and you don't even know shit about me. Why is you picking me? Why not those other fat girls here? The reason you keep picking on me is because you know deep down inside that I was weak, and I wouldn't do nothing to you. Here I am stronger and I handle my own. You are just a bad person with an ugly ass heart inside of you. People like you die alone. Karma is a bitch." Monae' said as she grabbed ha' things.

I couldn't believe my Monae' actually said those words to these bitches. I am very proud of ha'. I kissed ha' cheeks again and then we went our last class.

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-Janiece