After having the girls my life changed for the worst. August was cheating on me with his assistant. After finding out he was messing around with her, I didn't even want nothing to do with Tatum nor my clothing line. I went into a deep depression and I wasn't my old self.
I had family and friends trying to help me get over the fact that August was really cheating. They would say he love you and the twins. If he did love me he would have never cheated on me. We would still be here as a family trying to get married.
It's been 7 months since I held babies. They has grown into a beautiful flowers looking like her crusty ass daddy. Today was the day I was checking myself out of rehab. My parents thought it would be a great idea for me to stay so I don't try to kill myself. Of course that was the last thing on my mind.
A limo pulled up in front of me and I hopped right in. I made a few phone calls and decided to design another line. I grabbed my iPad and got to work. My first mission was to see if I still had my design team with me and of course I did. They were extremely supportive for me and I thank God everyday for them. Especially Jared, he's a sweetheart. I think he has a crush on me and I do too.
After seeing I had my design team, I went straight to my parents' home. I walked in and it was absolutely quite. I noticed they weren't even home so I walked around their big house since it was brand new. I found the nearest mirror and got naked. I am proud to say I lost everything. I was skinny and all.
That didn't stop me from making clothes for big people because I used to be one of them. I heard a lot of chatting and I hurried to put my clothes on. I walked downstairs and greeted everyone. When it came down to my baby girls, I started to cry because I wasn't there for mentally and physically.
I picked both of them up and hugged them close. they looked me into my eyes and started to smile. They even attacked me with kisses. I love my baby girls so much. My father gave me his money to go shopping even though I had my own money but he was kind enough to give me some. All my sisters and I plus my nieces went shopping together.
My parents were having a cookout and little do I know they invited the girls' father. I hope he don't bring Erica because I might beat her the fuck up like I planned to do. Once the day of the cookout/pool party came, everyone was ready for the day.
There were some family I didn't know and my mother made sure I met them. I was playing in the pool with the girls and that's when I saw August and his mother come in. No sign of Erica so I was happy. I guess August was looking for the girls because he went to every sibling and asked for them. Lanae and Janae were floating on top of the water on my favorite float. I didn't even know Lanae was sleep on my float because she stopped moving and Janae was doing all the movement.
We finally got out of the water and went into my room to change. I had washed them and let them sleep in their crib, while I went to shower. I came out and saw August over her crib.
"I am so sorry, girls. I let your mother down and made her feel not worth it to me. I am going to try my hardest to get you three back in my life for good. I love your mother and I am going to ask her to marry me. I already got your granddaddy blessing now it's time to ask your mother" he said to the girls and all I heard was Lanae's laughs and Janae was rocked. I thought she was sleep.
Once August turned around, things change. Maybe for the Good!
____________________________________________________________________________________Hey loveys, I am going to end the book here. I have no interest in this book anymore. I have ran all out of ideas for this book and I am truly sorry for ending it so early.
I have a couple of ideas for the new book I want to write but I want to complete 'Our Pregnancy Experience' first before I start a new book. In fact that book is almost done as well. I'll list down a few book titles I came up with and who will be involved in that book.
The two of the books are from my imagines and one of the books is a book I was supposed to been started on and just never had the chance to start on it. So I'll release the titles of the new books and a little background information to the books.
'Our Pregnancy Experience' and the imagines are still going on. If you are new, welcome to the family and hope you can continue the journey with us. If you want to request an imagine, the requirements will be listed below.
If you are requesting, these are the REQUIREMENTS.
* Your name or fake name.
* Your title or I can make one up for you.
* Your details/ideas of the stories.
* Who do you want the story to be with? AUGUST ALSINA, TREY SONGZ, CHRIS BROWN, OR TYGA.Janiece
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