My Plus Size Lover

Chapter 9

Monae'

It's been 2 months since I last talked to August. I moved back right in with gramma. I miss my baby. I miss being in his arms. I don't think I could ever go back in that house again. Especially in the bed he fucked the bitch in. I knew somewhere down the line, somebody was gone try and break us up eventually. I want my baby back.

August was the only person who was keeping me sane. He was the only person who kept me from doing things to myself. I hate him with all my heart and knowing he was supposed to be the person who cares for me and only me. Not fucking some skippy broad in my bed.

Every night, since I been back in gramma's place, I have cried myself to sleep. Right now August was calling me and I was still sending him straight to voicemail. I wasn't ready to hear his apology and his voice.

"You can't keep shutting him out like that, Nae" gramma said as she walked in.

"I am just not ready to talk to him."

"You said that yesterday. Well look here baby, you gotta let him explain it to you. It's always best to hear it out before you start judging it." she said as she was exiting out my old room. Moments later, my door opened again.

"What now gramma" I said as I rolled to face to see who came in my room.

"Hey"

August

Monae' left me high and dry. Without that girl, I can't even focus straight. It hurt me more to know I hurt the woman I love. I couldn't believe the foolishness I did to ha' with that girl. She wanted to be just friends because she knew this was gone happen. I didn't want allat, I wanted ha' to be my girl. She was reason why I was hustlin' out here.

I've been calling ha' but she been ignoring me. I deserve that too. I don't deserve a good woman like ha' because I know once I lose ha' that was it for me. I was gone ask ha' to marry me, but I don't know how I am going to do allat without fucking up. I love ha' with all my heart.

I had to find out where she was staying at because she had me worried. I didn't even know she flew out to New Orleans until ha' gramma called me, cussing my ass out. Plus she have been missing school too much only to find out ha' ass transferred to a fashion school over in New Orleans. Monae' is a very smart girl and she knew what she was doing too.

I was on my way to the airport to get on my private jet and head over to New Orleans to make things right with my girl and get ha' back. We was supposed to be heading over to Houston anyway to visit ha' parents.

Once I had landed in New Orleans, I was on my way to ha' gramma's house. I called ha' gramma to let ha' know

"Hello?" She answered.

"Hey gramma, I am on my way there now!" I said through the speakers.

"Okay, see you when you get here."

"Okay, Bye"

"Bye"

I just pray and hope Monae' is ready to see me. I pulled up in the driveway and gramma was sitting on the porch waiting on me. I got out and sat on the porch with ha'.

"You know August, what you did was really childish. You becoming famous and thought you was going to get all kinds of pussies, really had you fucked up in the head. This is what happens to people when they start becoming noticeable and getting money. I don't want nothing bad to happen to you at all. You are the best damn thing that's happening to my granddaughter and she's upstairs crying her heart out thinking you don't love her anymore. She tried to overdose on her pills but I came right in and caught her. Make things right with her" she said.