Groupies

Chapter 28

I just wanna give a shoutout to Larry_Lashton because she's an amazing writer and I fucking love Lashton

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It's been a week since I practically slapped Luke in the face. Yes I felt bad but I didn't regret it. We haven't talked since then which has been awkward because he barely even looks at me. With the absence of mini hemmings I've begun talking to Calum a lot more, I've learned that he's fucking amazing. But, by talking I do just mean talking. Apsley has made it perfectly clear that I have three other boys and to stay away from Calum. So that's exactly what it is, a sex-less relationship. It hadn't occurred to me how much I missed having all of us playing FIFA and yelling and screaming because the game wasn't fair.

"Guys we're gonna go get another speaker and a couple more things for the guitars ok" Mikey said as he picked up his keys from the table. Our hair has faded quite a bit so it's now a really really light shade of pink. I tried making eye contact with Luke as he got up and stood beside Michael but as soon as he seen me staring he looked down. A tinge of hurt pulled something inside me and I let out a long sigh.

"Can I come?" I asked hoping mikey would say yes, but Luke whispered something in his ear and he just looked at me. I took that as a no.

"Hey Nina wanna play FIFA" Calum asked staring at Luke then looked at me with an apologetic smile.

"Uh.. sure" I mumbled. I walked to the back off the bus, grabbed a pillow, and screamed. I screamed as loud as I possibly could but it felt like I wasn't even making a noise which made me more frustrated so I threw it at the tv.

The TV shook "whoa easy there tiger" Calum walked in quickly grabbing the TV before it fell. I sighed, sitting on the couch and watched Calum as he turned the TV on.

"He's worse than a girl sometimes" I huffed but apparently Calum thought it was pretty funny. He grabbed the controllers and sat next to me smiling but I rolled my eyes.

"Listen he's just.... hurt." I gaped at him. "I mean.. fuck, he's just... I don't know, confused? and I can't say he isn't hurt because he is, he just finally thought that, ya know, like, he had a chance. but then you just completely turned him down which was like a fuckin kick in the ball-"

"Is this supposed to be making me feel any better?" I asked angry and confused as to why he was rambling.

"Sorry but... he just really cares about you that's all.." It seemed like he had more to say but he left it at that.

As we played I thought about what he said and as I kept thinking about it, the guilt started eating me alive. I literally just told him to shut up and walked away, not in a nice way but I fucking left him standing there in the middle of the street looking like a puppy who just got abandoned.

"Nina are you ok?" Calum asked. I didn't notice that he was tearing me apart, the score was twenty to three. "I gotta tell you something." he said while pausing the game and facing towards me.

"Why did you pause it?" I gaped but seeing Calum's expression, I noted that now wasn't the time.

"I know why Luke is so fixated with you.."

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"You know, I'm insanely excited for this your now" I laughed looking at mikey, ash, and luke. We had just got back from the studio and everyone was hungry, tired, and hungry.

"Why don't we go get something to eat?" Mikey asked sitting up on the couch. I groaned, my stomach grumbling for food and got up.

"Um.. I don't really feel like going, can you guys just pick me up something to eat?" Luke asked leaning back on the couch. At first I was a little worried since Luke was passing up food until my stomach growled again.