Groupies

Chapter 32

I forced myself to get up when I heard knocking on the door. Both Apsley and Carrie left leaving me alone. I opened the door to a grinning Luke, once he saw me he frowned.

"Heey" he said frowning and giving me a hug. "was it that bad?" He pulled away just enough to look at me and i, I couldn't say anything.

I didn't want to tell him no. I didn't want to tell him I was scared. I didn't want to tell him I had another nightmare. I didn't want to tell him that I didn't know what to do. I know I should and that "we should be open with each other" but let's be honest what relationship is fully open? What was I supposed to say anyways? That I was fine? Surely since he only has brother he wouldn't know the truth behind those words.

"I'm fine, just a little tired is all." He looked at me quizzically so before he could question I went over to his guitar and sat down, setting it in my lap. "Since I couldn't sleep I stayed up playing your guitar all night" it wasn't a complete lie.

"What'd you play?" He asked sitting at the ending my bed.

"I wrote a song, I was getting tired of playing other people's stuff over and over so I was like "fuck this I'm makin ma own shit"" I laughed.

He looked at me before saying "well... can I hear it?" It was slow, well he said it slowly.

"Maybe..." I bit my lip while strumming. "At least I didn't go punk rock and slam it against the wall right?" I smiled and looked at him.

"You scared the hell out of me when you said that" he laughed while putting a hand to his heart.

"Awe I'm sorry" I pouted. "what are we doing today?" I asked remembering him talking about it the other day.

He raised his brows "oh right uh we're picking the boys so get dressed, something bouncy" he nodded as if satisfied of what he said.

"Bouncy?" I half laughed.

"Yeah" he looked at me confused of why I was confused "you know like as if you were going to a party or a rave...." he drifted off and I couldn't help the excitement rise in my stomach. I kissed him smiling then got up to get dressed.

Is he really planning on taking me to a party? I wonder if it will suck, then again I'm talking about five Australian punk rockers. Just kidding. I'm talking about five Australian boys who giggle and chase after rainbows. Hopefully it won't suck, I hope there's alcohol, maybe even some weed. I wonder if they've ever even been high... I know they drink though I've never seen the boys drunk before. Awe cute little Lukey being all cute and drunk- I stopped what I was doing.

"What the fuck Nina?" I asked myself. Looking in the mirror I studied myself. I'm not the person I was used to.

"Gosh Nina you take forever!" He yelled. I poked my head out of the bathroom to look at him.

"I just got up to change two minutes ago" I gaped.

"So." he winked and I brushed it off. He's not ruining my excitement, not today Lucas, not fucking today. In a rush I put on a pair of my black skinnies, black chuck Taylor's, and a strap-around-the-neck shirt that was a navy blue cut into strings on the ends. I pulled my hair up into a bun and put on mascara since we'll most likely be sweating and I don't want raccoon eyes.

"Jesus Nina." luke said as I walked out. I hadn't looked at him mainly because I was trying to find my wallet and keys so he wouldn't yell at me for being slow.

"What." I continued searching for my wallet.

"I said bou-"

"Have you seen my wallet?" I asked looking up at him while cutting him off.