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Chapter 33

Luke POV

It was as if all my senses were magnified that is making this feel unexplainable. With one last thrust I feel my whole body tighten in pleasure, her head tilted back. I took that moment to kiss her neck, my back stung from her nails. I love this girl, with every ounce of my being.

"Oh fuck Luke" she moans looking down at me and I feel my stomach flip. Her eyes glossy from the weed but yet they are still so beautiful.

We stay here making out, her still sitting on me, for a while. It was sloppy, and we were both still trying to catch our breath but it obviously didn't bother her to much. By the time we decided to get dressed I wasn't feeling as good anymore. I've only gotten high a couple of times with the boys but for some reason this feels different. A good different, a very, very good different.

"Hey Nina" I said not really knowing where I was going with this.

"Hmm?" She quietly said while pulling her shirt over her head.

"I love you." the pressure of the air I swear just got a hundred times heavier. "I know you may not feel the same way but I do, and I just want you to know that." I didn't look at her, instead I focused on properly tying my shoe.

She didn't say anything which my stomach turn but not in the way it did when she looked at me. I know that it won't come that easy but for some reason I had a little hope that she'd smile and say it back. I'll wait though, I'll wait for days or months or years. Whether a she knows or believes it but she's fucking amazing. Plus I can see through the little invisible wall she's got. Ive seen her cry, only three times but I've seen it, I know something is wrong but I'm also not going to push. It will be just like with Michael, take it slow and one day she will tell me.

"I'll get there Luke, just... give me some time." I glanced up to notice she had moved closer to me. Her stare was soft and once again she made the butterflies in my stomach explode.

"Let's party" I stood up smiling. She smiled before grabbing my hand, kissing me, then leading us both out of the room. Before going back down we smoked some more, the sudden burst of happiness filling me.

My senses are higher, sound, touch, taste, look,smell. It felt like I could feel each muscle as it moved, tightening when I work to hard. My sight was perfect, every detail down to the string on a tshirt was in mega pixels. We made our way directly to the bar, Nina ordered us shots and two beers.

"To us" she smiled lifting the tiny shot glass up. I smile in return lifting one up and we clanked our small glasses before feeling the burn go down my throat.

There was a wild look on her face, one I have yet to see but it made me happy. She looked so carefree and happy and I loved it. Her head bouncing with the music, her eyes closed. Everything was perfect. Though I was a little surprised by how much more extravagant she was. I guess it's because of being locked up on a bus we never did get to have any time like this. This is nice.

"Hey!" Someone yelled. I looked over to see the other boys stumbling over to where we were. Close behind followed three girls who I assume are with them.

"Luke! My man! My fellow Australian!" Ashton yelled coming between Nina and I and wrapping his arms around our shoulders. For some reason his arms felt ten times heavier.

"Ashton your fucking drunk" I laughed feeling the multiple shots kick in.

"I'm fucking drunk as fucking shit and I fucking don't give a fuck about shit" I laughed harder hearing the words he never says spill out of his mouth.

"Anyways, Luke, Nina this is gabby, shantè, and Jesse." Calum motioned towards the three girls that was all over them.

"Well Ashton if you don't mind Luke and I just fucked so...." Ashton quickly took his arms off both of us and stood in front of us.