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Chapter 41

"I actually get to see my boyfriend for once" I say looking at them keeping my focus on Luke. Calum didn't respond, and it was left as a tense silence.

Luke didn't move his body, the only thing that changed was the look on his face. His stare was cold and I honestly didn't even recognise him. He clenched his jaw, he doesn't look remotely scary to me.

"I'm sorry that I have a job" he snaps and I'm immediately taken back.

"Well I'm fucking sorry that your single" I turn around, what have I fucking done to him?

If he's seriously going to pin him ignoring me on me then he's got another fucking thing coming. I'm not the one completely forgetting my girlfriend so fuck him.

"Excuse me?" I feel him grab my arm.

"Let. Me. Go." I say through gritted teeth looking from his hand to his face.

While they can, the girls get up carefully leaving the game room. Luke's hand is still gripping my arm and I try my best not to knock the shit out of him. He's gone everyday all day and I'm apparently supposed to be ok with that? Yeah fucking right Hemmings. Not liking this, I yank my arm away from Luke.

"What's wrong with you?" He asks narrowing his eyes like I've just stabbed him or something.

"What's wrong with me?" I yell, is he serious right now? "Well let's just count all the things huh?! I barely see you Luke! The only time I ever get to come close to touching you is when we're sleeping in separate fucking bunks! You never acknowledge my existence anymore, half the fucking time you don't even look at me and last time I checked we're supposed to be dating! I've been going fucking crazy because how I've felt for the past week and I fucking hate it but guess what! You don't even fucking care so you know what fuck you!" I scream feeling the anger rise up. He stands there blinking a couple of times, shock covering his stupid attractive face.

"I've been busy." This is when I loose it. I've used that line on so many people I've lost track.

I let out a laugh "nice Luke, all this time and that's the best excuse you can come up with." I look at him trying to understand what the fuck is wrong with me. I'm getting upset over a fucking boy for gods sake.

"At least I'm not sleeping around with my boyfriends best friend! At a fucking party! Not to mention I was with you and then you go and kiss me?!" He yells, his voice breathy at the end.

"Luke-" I say not believing someone told him. It couldn't have been Ashton because he knows what actually happened.

"No! I fucking knew it and you just told me. God" he groans putting his hands on his head. "I don't even know who the fuck you care! One minute you fucking push me away, act like you don't care but oooh heaven forbid I don't come when your actually showing any sign of some god damn emotion. Ok sure Nina, how the fuck am I supposed to know what you want! You don't talk! You don't tell me what's wrong! Shit I barely know anything about you! But I guess that's fine huh pushing people away is what you do best isn't it?! Poor daddy has you all fucked up." My eyes widen and he realises what he said. I feel my throat starting to get tighter.

Both of us stand in silence, him staring at me with wide eyes. The one thing he knows absolutely nothing about and he dares to bring it up. This way. Never in my life have I felt this kind of pain. Where you stand there feeling like your being suffocated, trying to gasp for air but you can't because the person you care about most has taken it away. Your chest tightening and you begin feeling dizzy. It's felt like forever when Luke finally comes toward me.

"Don't touch me" I whisper stumbling past him.

"Nina I-I'm sorry I just-" I blocked him out. I knew he was holding onto that. Breathing to stop myself from crying I turn around and look at him.

"I'm sorry that I've pushed you away" I say a lot more vulnerable than I'd prefer. I turn back around before he can say anything and walk out of the small room.

As I walk out they're all staring at me and it's hard not to cave in. I ignore the "are you ok" 's as I walk to the front of the bus sucking a breath in as tears fall. God I'm so pathetic, quickly I stumble down the steps out side before a sob escapes my lips. My vision becomes blurry as my knees become weak, I should've know. I could have prevented this by showing a little more affection but of course not.

I fall to my knees, wrapping my arms around myself as the rain comes down harder. Everything that I've been scared of has gained up and taken me out all at once. But Luke out of all people was the one person I'd think that possibly would have understood. The tears have stopped crying so I'm left sitting here staring blankly ahead.

"Nina" I hear before arms are wrapping around me. They're Calum's and a part of me wishes they were Luke's. I'm not exactly sure what happens after people fight but I wish they didn't.

"Hey are you ok?" He's sitting Infront of me his hands cupping my face.

Calums POV

I was shocked once I heard Nina start yelling, it's probably the first time I've ever heard her yell like this. The boys and I had stepped back when Apsley closed the door letting them come through.

"What the fuck" Mikey whispers glancing at everyone. His guess is probably just as good as mine, or anyone's.

Luke has been acting strange recently but I haven't really thought anything of it. I figured it was just the tour catching up to him. Now hearing them yelling I'm pretty sure that something else is going on. There's no way they would be screaming at each other without a very big reason behind it. Plus Nina was supposed to tell Luke how she felt when she got the chance and yet that's definitely not what's happening.

After a couple minutes of them arguing we've sat down to wait for one of them to come out of the door. The girls are sitting in the booth, Michael and Ashton are laying on the couch and I've taken position sitting on the table. There's a small pause of silence which catches everyone's attention. They're probably gonna have angry makeup sex or something. Not that I even want to think about that, Nina my best friend and whether I like it or not I like her.

"What's go-" Carrie whispers but the game room door comes open.

Nina walks out slowly, a pained look on her face. There's a low choir of us asking if she's ok but she ignores it as she walks off the bus. My gaze goes to Luke who's now standing in the door way with his hands tugging at his hair.

"What the fuck did you do?" Michael yells standing up. He looks from the front of the bus to Luke, confused like the rest of us.

"Jesus Christ." I mumble before moving past Apsley who was now standing.

I stop at the door noticing the rain but my eyes find Nina. Her small figure is in the middle of the street and I run over to her. Though I don't know what's wrong, it's raining and dark and being in the middle of the street isn't really the best place to be.

"Nina" I call falling on my knees in front of her. Her face is bland, her eyes looking straight ahead. I scan her over making sure there was no red marks on her face, I know Luke would never hit her but then again I never thought a lot of things that have happened. I cup her face with my hands to try to see her better but it's not much help.

"Hey are you ok?" I urge needed her to say something. It could be the smallest thing, a simple 'yes' would be fine but she just looks at me.

I wait patiently for a reply but there is none.

Is this good?? I was trying to be as realistic as I couldXD

I hope you enjoyed my sweet sweet people and sorry it's a bit shorter....