Yes, I'm With The Emo Boy

Sadness

Lisi's P.O.V

I slammed the door of my room collapsing on my bed. I lay there for a while staring up at the ceiling. Everywhere in my body felt like it was tingling. And not the good type. I got up and stood up to go take a bath. Before I went to the bath I looked at myself in the mirror. Oh God I look disgusting. My eyes were puffy and red from crying so much and my skin was pasty white, all the tan I had aquired from tennis faded off. My hair hung in strings and looked like the opposite of its usual bouncy, shiny look. I sighed, tears welling up in my eyes again but I sucked it up. Be Strong. I was cheated on again. It's okay, I can't act like it was the first time. I clenched my fists. But this time I actually loved the person... I cleared it away from my brain and continued to stare at myself in the mirror. 

"Hey, sis, can I talk to-"

"Go away Damien!"

"I-"

"Go away!"

I didn't want to talk to anyone at the moment. I wanted to get up by myself. I heard him leave and I let out the breath I didn't know I had held in. I didn't want my little brother seeing me like this. I need to have a shower. I smiled weakly as I took off my clothes. I peeked in the mirror. 

C'mon Lisi, you're beautiful, you have beautiful curves, a beautiful face and a beautiful personality, don't fall down like that! Pick your self up! 

I gave my self a pep talk but it didn't work like usual. Probably because I wasn't smiling, glowing with happiness like I usually am. I hate you Alex. But I can't believe he did that to me. 

The feeling inside hurt my chest, bringing tears to my eyes. I sank into the recently filled bath. What is this feeling? This feeling, making me feel like it was the end of the world. But, Alex was my world, he was so awesome and cute, and I thought- I thought he loved me. But my stupid self got played, again. I thought, for the first time in forever I had met a guy who accepted me for who I was and loved me for me. But I know now, he only wanted to show off that he had a rich girlfriend. Like all the others before him. I've been hurt too many ways like this before. Why bother live if no one loves you for you and only wants you to give them heirs to the family and give them money and riches and fame? 

I got out of the bath, taking the towel and wrapping it around me. Then there was a knock on the door and someone came barging in.

  Alex.

Alex's P.O.V 

15 minutes before. 

"What the hell Samantha???!!" I screamed, pushing her off of me. I was soaking wet in the water Lisi had poured on me, and angry as hell. Samantha smirked, whipping her hair off her shoulders. 

'You should've listened to me lover boy," She laughed cruelly. 

"Sam, you have changed,you've turned into a slut, " I growled, she looked surprised and taken aback, "You're surprised? Look in the mirror you whore!" I ran outside to catch up with Lisi. Her brown hair was most recognizable because it was usually shiny and captured the sun, but when I looked at it, it was dull and looked bedraggled. What have I done to her. 

A man was running after her and opened the door of a car in which she jumped in. I ran harder. Who was that? They talked for a while and he kissed her. I froze. What? Why? Who? They drove away. I slumped and the grey clouds poured out on me making me more soaked than I originally was. I looked down, tears rolling down my cheeks. She didn't love me. She had someone else. I was just her side boyfriend. If that is even a thing. I clenched my hands and looked up at the grey, angry sky. But I love her, and I don't give up that easily. I jumped on my bicycle and started riding with all my strength to her house, where she would hopefully be going. Lightning strucks and thunder rumbled but I didn't care. I had to get to her. 

I nearlly got hit by either lightening or cars but I ignored both of them and hurried on. Nothing is more important than her.

'But Alex, didn't you ignore her for about a month while you helped Samantha on her finding a job? Wouldn't you think that would hurt Lisi?'

My eyes were wide open in surprise. Oh. A car hit me square in the bicycle as I tried to cross the street, I flew into the air finally dropping on the grass. But I didn't wait for someone to help me, oh no, I kept on going, even if my leg felt like shit and my ankle felt sprained. I felt immense pain in my arm and saw it was bloody and hung like it wasn't connected to my body. The wrist was dislocated. I cracked it back to its possition and flinched. Ouch. I kicked open the door to her home, ignoring as her  brother stared at me and her father shouted at me. I flew up the stairs and  barged into her room. I heard movement in the bathroom and found her standing clathed in only a towel, showing her beautiful glowing skin show in places I had never seen. I stood there staring at her and collapsed on the floor, exhausted, but I managed to get up again, holding the towel rack, leaning on the wall as a support.

"L-Lisi," I breathed, "I'm sorry, I- I didn't want to kiss her, I just-"

"I know, you don't love me in the more and prefer to go with your own," She looked more hurt than I had ever seen her. 

"No,  I don't love her, I love you! I'm-"

"Just leave Alex," I stepped forward and she stepped backward. 

"Please Lisi!"

"No! Stop! I hate you!" she slapped me.

I fell, hitting my head on the counter.

The last thing I ever saw for quite a while was her concerned face and her beautiful eyes. '

Lisi, I love you more than anything,' I wanted to say. But my body had lost the ability to move and before I could protest, everything went black. 

A/N Hey guys! Yea, I haven't written in like.. forever but here is the first update in months!!! I hope this wasn't too sucky, I couldn't quite remember the feel of Yes I'm With the Emo Boy. But. yeah!!! here ya gooo.. Updates gonna be asap!!