Yes, I'm With The Emo Boy

Guilt

Alex's P.O.V 


I can't believe she did that.. I can't believe she was like them.. Everything we've been through.. I slumped against the dirty back wall of the school, sliding down and clutching my face. I had nearly burst into tears in there.. Not the manly thing to do, but fuck society.. I choked down the tears and straightened my jacket. 
Don't worry Alex, you've been through more than this, you can do this Alex. You're better than them... But even my forced happy thoughts couldn't put out the pain in my chest and dry up the tears in my eyes. 
what the hell are you doing Alex,  you're crying over a girl! How weak. I nodded at my thoughts and straightened myself out, rubbing my eyes and swallowing hard. 
She had no right to do that, she's in the wrong, I'm just the unfairly treated victim of her idiocy. I'm just the unfairly treated victim idiocy. I'm just the victim of her idiocy. 
I repeated those lines as I walked back out, holding my head up, entering the school once more. 
People snickered at me as they set their sights on me, throwing boxes, food, anything in their hand that was good enough to throw at me. 
As I walked past a group of girls (including Lisi) they started giggling at me, sneering at me like little bitches, the jocks pushing me againgst the lockers as they walked past, making sure I bump into each one. I hung my head, giving up with my strong pretense, making my body reflect how I felt at the moment.Tired, worn, and betrayed. 
But then the sadness snapped into anger as another boy shouted at me. I clenched my fists in a ball and ground my teeth, walking the way I came, jumping on to my bicycle and biking angrily home. I'll show them who's the boss! I'll show them I'm worth something! 

Lisi's P.O.V

I stared at him as he walked past us and as boys started to rough him up. As much as I wanted to help, my feet grounded me, I couldn't walk to him, I couldn't do anything, I could just stare as he got hurt. Our eyes met briefly, but another jock pushed him into the wall, blocking my sight. 

"What you looking at Lisi?" Asked Annabelle, a bitch as popular as I. 

I bit my lip and looked down. 

"Nothing," I whispered, forcing a soft chuckle. 

She nodded and smiled with her nasty pink lips as I averted my eyes from hers, my hands trembling as I held back punching up the boy who just shoved Alex on the ground. 
I wish I could tell him...

(that's kinda Alex at the moment except.. like emo and shiz, played by joe collier , but that might changed to Danil Cherkas.. , I don't own the pics by the way, and the picture above with ALEX on it, lol, I just randomely found it and was like: YASSS BAE WOHOO yeh)
Joe is the one down here, Danil is the one up there.