song for this chapter
Daddy Issues- The Neighbourhood
*sirius black*
mary macdonald, everyones high school crush, one of my best friends.
mary is the loudest and most outgoing person i know, but even though shes still super sweet and there when she's needed.
i think of her as a sister, someone who i can trust. and right now, i needed someone to trust.
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"mary i cant fucking do this." i breathed while i felt my body shake.
"love please just breath, everythings okay if you dont listen to her!" she replied and stroked my hair.
"mary do you even hear yourself!" i yelled back "she called me a slur, a goddamn word she cant fucking say!"
"please sirius listen to me, everythings alright." she whispered.
i felt my body jerk itself up and go over to the wall.
"sirius what are you doing?" mary asked.
i felt my vision go blurry and i watched the world slip away, like an out of body experience. i watched as my arm punched the wall repeatedly, then zoom back in.
"fuck!" i yelled.
mary got up and walked over to me. she helped me back over to my bed, then grabbed a bandage wrap to put on my hand.
"just take a nap, im staying here to watch over you." she whispered in a comforting tone.
i wrapped my arms around her neck and pulled her into a hug.
"im so sorry mary, im so sorry im a mess." i felt my eyes watering and tears started falling.
"babe don't apologize for something you cant control." she whispered "your moms a bitch and im here for you."
i chuckled lightly while i kept myself wrapped around her. "im still so sorry. thank you, i don't deserve you." i mumbled into her neck.
"you deserve the world, sirius. and if your mom is gonna keep being a bitch come live with me, my parents love you." she replied.
i laughed again and pulled out of the hug.
"maybe i do need sleep, can you stay here though?" i asked her.
"of course i will babe, i wouldnt leave you alone!" she replied and grabbed my hand.
"thank you."
*remus lupin*
"stop." i told my dad
"or what? are you gonna get your fairy boyfriend on me?" he pushed me against the wall.
i could smell the alcohol on his breath.
"you're just drunk." i whispered
"i still mean every word i say." he replied and tightened his grip on my shirt collar
"please stop-" i breathed.
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Secrets || A Wolfstar AU
Fiksi Penggemarin which sirius has to figure out who he truly is. where remus has to learn some things aren't possible. will remus survive his first year at lonia highschool? or will he fail at fitting in.
