Carefree- Kiingtong Fan Fiction

Chapter 29

Brenna's POV

I shouldn't have come to PAX. It was awesome meeting everyone but all I've done is cause unnecessary drama. I don't even know what happened with Jordan. When I first got here I loved him and now I hate his guts and I don't think it's possible to forget everything that happened between us. I also completely broke his heart by saying I didn't like him at all when he admitted to liking me. I don't think I can just apologize for that. There's only two more days and only one more day with Jordan. I should just make the most of it.

My thoughts continue as I stare at the ceiling. Why am I always the only one who can't sleep? I can't stand the dead silence and darkness anymore. I quietly get up and go into the bathroom. I turn on the light and fan. This is so much better. I look at me self in the mirror. My wavy brown hair looks like I haven't brushed it in days and my eyes are red. I sigh and look away from my reflection. I slide down the wall and onto the dirty floor. I thought this was going to be the best trip ever but I was completely wrong.

I sit there staring at the wall. I can't take this anymore. I need some fresh air. I get up off the floor and wash my hands. I never leave a bathroom without washing my hands because they are just gross. I turn off the light and the fan. I open the door into total darkness. I get my heavy coat and my boots. I put them on and make my way up the stairs. I find a spare key on a table and I head out. The cold air really wakes me up and makes me more alert. What would really be nice right now is someone to keep me company but at the same time I'm really not in the mood to talk to anyone because all the conversation would be about is the drama. I hate drama. I tried so hard all of high school to stay away from it since all my middle school years were was drama. Maybe talking to someone isn't what I need right now. What I really want right now is a hug but not from anyone I know. I just want a hug. Nah. I really just need food right now. Food is better than people in my opinion. It won't run away from you or talk shit about you.

I start to make my way back inside. As I walk up the path into the house, I lose my footing and slip on some ice. I land on my head. Ow. I get up and go back inside. I walk into the house and put the key back where I found it. I turn on the light and I make my way to the refrigerator. I see a large mark on my forehead in the reflection. It is probably where I just fell. Great, now everyone is going to notice. I look in the fridge and I suddenly have a loss of appetite. All I wanted was some pizza and now I feel like I'm going to puke. Thanks universe. I feel like locking myself in the bathroom again. Ⓕⓜⓛ

-=+=-

I hear a knock on the door. I've been in here for hours upon hours.

"Can I get in" someone says. I didn't pay attention to who it was. I look at the huge mess I am.

"Just a second" I say. I splash some water on my face to make me not look like a zombie. I found a hat last night that can cover my forehead so the bruise is not visible. I go out of the bathroom to see Will waiting.

"Brenna, you look terrible" Will says. I give him a death look and flip him off.

"Yeah you do" Isaac says. Many others nod their heads in agreement.

"Well thanks" I say.

"Just take off the hat and jacket" Isaac says.

"No, it's cold" I say.

"It's not cold in here" some guy whose name I don't know says.

"I'm done with you guys I'm going to sleep" I say.

"In the jacket and hat?" Isaac asks.

"Yes" I say plopping down on the mattress.

"It's 10:00 in the morning, you know that, right?" He asks.

"Yeah" I say. Could they please just leave me alone? I close my eyes and I instantly fall asleep.

-=+=-

"Brenna" Will says waking me up.

"Yes?" I ask. I make sure my hat is still in the right place. It is.

"We're going to dinner, do you want to come?" He asks.

"Nah, I'm good" I say.

"Okay, you look better by the way" he says.

"Okay bye, and thanks" I say.

"I love you" he whispers as if he didn't want anyone to hear.

"Love you too" I say. He leaves and turns the light off on the way out. I fall back asleep.

-=+=-

"We're back" Will says waking me up again.

"Cool" I say.

"Get up" he says.

"Fine" I say.

"Did you sleep in that jacket?" He asks.

"Yeah" I say.

"And the hat?" He asks.

"Yup" I see. I make sure the bruise is still covered.

"You're weird" he says.

"I know" I say.

"Do you want anything to eat?" He asks.

"I'm good" I say.

"You sure?" He asks.

"Positive" I say.

"You have to eat something" he says.

"But I'm not hungry" I say.

"Come on we're getting you something to eat" he says pulling me upstairs.

"But that requires movement" I say.

"Then I'll carry you" he says.

"I'm too fat to carry" I say. He picks me up.

"You weigh nothing" he says.

"Sure..." I say.

"Hop on my back" he says.

"Fine" I say. I jump onto his back and he carries me up the stairs. He lets me off at the top of the stairs. Everyone stares. Great just what I didn't want.

"YOU'RE STILL WEARING THE HAT AND JACKET" Isaac yells.

"No shit" I say. Will tries to take off my hat but I don't let him.

"Why won't you take off the hat?" He asks.

"Because I like the hat" I say.

"Whatever, you need food" he says. The word food makes me cringe.

"I'm not hungry" I say.

"Yes you are" he says.

"Brenna, eat some pizza" Graser says.

"I'm good" I say. I can't stand them pressing me right now. If only I had money...

"If Brenna doesn't want anything to eat then leave her alone" someone says but I'm too lost in thought to see who it is.

"Thank you" I say.

"No problem" Jordan says. Was he the one who said that? Nope no more drama. I don't care who it was I'm just glad they said it. Everyone goes back to doing their own thing and I go back downstairs. I'll just watch their YouTube videos since there's no drama in those.

A/N

Just another one of those filler chapters. I'm glad PAX is coming to an end in this story because it's been dragged out for way too long and it has nothing to do with the actual story line. I actually had motivation to write this chapter but I don't have any motivation to write the next chapter. Ⓕⓜⓛ

Bai