Tension fills the air as Tiffany sits down by my side while we wait on the call that may alter the rest of our lives. Tiffany has made it clear that she's not leaving me but I feel as if I have mentally checked out of this relationship.
I have no intentions of changing who I am simply because I don't care anymore especially since I went through with the vasectomy.
A vasectomy really isn't what you expect and it's such an odd feeling which almost made me feel less of a man. I used to pride myself off of sleeping with a bunch of women and never getting them pregnant but soon that won't even be a concern.
A loud ring breaks my chain of thoughts and I sigh deeply while answering the phone.
"Meagan." I hold the phone close to me while putting it on loudspeaker so Tiff can hear. "What did the test results say?"
I feel Tiffany's hand on my thigh but I pay her no mind as I imagine what Meagan must be feeling in this moment. This was something that she wanted when we we finished highschool but I had no plans of starting a family. I wanted Meagan but I didn't want the traditional family life that followed, I just wanted her so we ultimately went our separate ways.
"Meagan." I repeat her name as I hear a sniffle.
"I'm not pregnant, Zander."
As I open my mouth to provide her with some comforting words, Tiffany lets out a cheer while jumping to her feet. My mouth drops at the amount of the disrespect coming from her so I quickly apologise to Meagan before hanging up the phone.
"YOU'RE NOT HAVING A BABY!" Tiffany smiles widely while sitting down on my lap and I look at her in disbelief. "Oh Zander, I'm so happy that you didn't get her pregnant."
"Are you out of your fucking mind?" A part of me wants to strangle her in this moment. "Do you know how insensitive that was?"
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Tiffany raises a brow at me, "You cheated on me."
"And you stayed." I hiss at her. "You can be happy about me not getting Meagan pregnant but you know that you're never having my child."
She balls her fists up as I smirk at her.
"I had a vasectomy, remember."
Nothing could have prepared me for the wrath that followed shortly after my smug remark. I am known for being a pretty aggressive guy but there is something about a woman who has kept her anger contained for years.
"Get the fuck off me." I grab Tiffany by the arms before throwing her to the wall.
I quickly make my way out of the house as I struggle to contain my emotions which are itching to get out. Tiffany may have hurt me physically but that was nothing that compared to how she hurt me emotionally and it reminded me of why I didn't want to tell her about my life growing up.
