Maybe with you? (Cynonari)

Decisions

Having Cyno has my boyfriend is definitely a newly found experience.
He cared for me a lot of them anyone else has ever.
Collei as been letting me borrow her embarrassing book to help me learn about intimate interactions with him.
"But I don't get it?? We are both guys how does that work?" I complained and slammed my face on her table with frustration.
"Two guys can still have sex-" she rolled her eyes at me
"D-don't say it like that it's embarrassing!" I flushed red.
Sex with Cyno?
AAAAA stop thinking you idiot!
I started banging my head on her table repeatedly.
"Your so shallow- maybe I should ask Cyno what he knows about it because you for sure know nothing. Also did you ask him if he's gay?" She spoke with narrow eyes.
I groaned and lifted my head.
"No of course I haven't asked him! Plus Cyno is way more dirty then me! Some of his jokes kill me" slapping my hands to my cheeks and sighing.

"Knock knock"
I knew that voice anyway, it was 2pm and my prince of a boyfriend has come to steal me.
"Hey Cyno!" Collei waved at him from the table and ushered him to a seat.
He pottered over and sat directly next to me, who was still in panic.
"What we're y'all talking about? I heard Nari yelling about something before I got here" He asked curiously.
"Oh nothing much just teaching Master Tighnari here about se-" I slapped my hand over her mouth bright red.
She pulled my hand off and cleared her throat.
"Sex" she smiled at me deviously.
I dropped my head onto the table once again.
Cyno bursted out laughing.
"With as much Nari knows I thought he would know that??" He spoke between giggles.
"That's what I said??" Collei joined in with him.
My shame was real.
I needed education.
"Hey Nari what if I taught you?" He joked and kept laughing like a drunk hyena.
"N-NO" I whined and pushed his shoulder.
My face was extremely red as he kept making more terrible jokes related to the situation.
"Cyno you better teach him-" Collei once again took his side.
"D-did you even ask me if I ask okay with that" I complained my voice being muffed by the table.
"Well are you okay with having sex with me Nari" he made a kissing face at me and half fell off his chair from laughter.
I didn't reply.
I was okay with doing that with him.. maybe
Although I'm still confused on the concept of it.
"Master Tighnari your a bottom aren't you or a top?" Collei questioned me.
"What's the difference-" I asked curiously.
This time Cyno did fall out of his chair and Collei just slammed her fist on the table and laughed at me.
"Cyno care to explain in your speical way?" She giggled.
"Sure thing madam!" He replied and hoped back onto his chair and faced me.
"Basically one takes to dick and one doesn't!" He said with zero shame and with a huge smile on his face.
"W-which is which and how do you tell!" He lifted my face up and looked at him with frustration.
"Well the one with the bigger dick and usually taller would be the top, and the smaller one bottom" he placed his hand up in a smart teacher manner to seem factual and intelligent.
Even with using the word "dick" not even proper terminology.
"So- you just measure PENIS and height??" I stammered
Cyno started rolling on the ground and Collei was just enjoying my pain.
"Nice terminology there Master Nari" she chuckled.
"Atleast I'm correct!" I folded my arms and turned away.
"One question though.. How do you know when to have the oogie boogie?" I asked her quietly so Cyno didn't hear.
He was fairly busy just laughing to himself so I'll just leave him there for now.
"It just happens Nari you don't really plan it that's weird-" she whispered back to me.
I nodded and blushed.
"Nari how bigs your dick?" He asked me loudly as he rolled onto his back to face me.
"WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT???" I shrieked
He died laughing again and Collei followed with the same.
Why would he ask that??
Does he want to have sex with me???
I've never had sex before-
With Cyno??
I'm not sure if he's joking or not because half the time he is joking and the other half not.
This man can truly be hard to understand sometimes.
I looked down at him sprawled across the floor.
His body was a masterpiece, tanned abs that weren't all meaty and horrible.
Just enough muscle to look hot and not gross.
His soft skin and perfect jawline.
Those crimson rubies that were so alluring I just wanted to dive in-
NO NO STOP
My legs felt heavy and blush creeped up my face.
"Nari are you alright?" He asked me his voice laced with concern.
Looking at me right now I looked like a tomato had exploded.
I pulled my jumper down and little and leant my face onto the table.
This is so embarrassing.
Think of something horrible.
I tried to line up my thoughts on the most disgusting thing I could.
I could even feel Collei staring at me with concern.
After maybe a minute I had calmed my "issue" down and lifted my head.
I was still blushing although calm and content.
This time don't stare at Cyno.
This is going to be hard- how am I going to not look at him??
I couldn't have that happen again and why did it happen?
I remembered a part from one of the books Collei had gave me.
Arousal?
Gosh I'm so disgusting and right Infront of him and Collei nonetheless.
I felt something warm on my thigh.
Looking down I saw a happy Cyno mushing his cheek into my leg.
So cute..
I can't.
I need to avoid him, I don't wanna screw up he will think I'm gross and break up with me.
I need to stay away from him for his safety.