Maybe with you? (Cynonari)

My need for you

Two days after Cyno and I had our "talk" I kept trying to find the right opportunity to well have sex with him.
He's been practically living at my house, he stays nights and only goes off to work for 3-5 hours in the mornings.

7pm- Tighnaris house
I crept out of my bedroom and spotted Cyno reviewing some work notes in a small journal.
Oh man- he was just wearing a pair of boxes with his hair out.
Damn he was hot.
I snuck behind him and slide my arms around his bare waist.
"Oh hey Nari you finished getting in your pyjamas?" He asked me while writing a couple words down.
"Hm I am" I replied.
What can I do to give him that message..
I inches closer to his neck like it one of Collei's books, I gave it gentle kisses.
He didn't even pull a face.
Just sat there writing away in his little book.
Annoyed, I stood beside him and climbed into his lap straddling him.
"Nari I can't see my work" he chucked pulling me into a hug and looking over his shoulder back at his work.
I wrapped my arms around his back and moved my head back in-front of his.
He cocked an eyebrow at me and giggled.
Lifting my chin up and leaning down to give me a quick kiss.
I swear this man is so shallow sometimes.
Can he not get the memo??
I yanked his face back down and kissed him again.
You can't escape me this time.
He kissed me back and pulled back away.
"Nari darling I really need to finish this alright?" He said calmly as he rested his head back on my shoulder and returned to the work.
What can I do to tell him??
Not just go up to him and say 'Hey beautiful come have sex with me' that's awkward and weirdly formal.
I remembered another piece of the book she gave me, I started slowly sucking on his neck.
He still kept reading and jotting down sentences.
I made a small red mark and looked at his face out of the corner out of my eye.
"Your lucky you did that in a place where my colleagues can't see" he chuckled, "alright I'm ready to sleep" he lifted me by the upper thighs and carried me to bed.
Tucking me in and sliding in next to me, his arms snaking around my waist and cuddling me close.
I turned around to face him and saw his eyes tightly shut and soft breaths escaping his mouth.
He must be exhausted and here I am trying to have sex with him??
I huffed and snuggled into his chest making sure my ears wouldn't tickle his nose.
Drifting off to sleep we spent the night in each others arms.

Next morning,
I woke up to a missing warmth in the bed next to me.
My eyes darted the room and spotted the bathroom door slightly open.
Oh my.
Cyno was changing.
In front of my eyes.
I don't think he knew I could see him.
He was still in his boxers as I watched him slide a shirt over his toned abs and swipe his hair out from his eyes.
Man he was hot.
He slowly undid his boxers, oh archons I shouldn't be watching but my eyes won't peel away.
His slide them down to his ankles and stepped out of them like this was his own house.
Holy. Fat. Package.
IT WAS HUGE.
I almost gasped loudly but shut my open mouth with my hand.
It had to be at-least 8-9 inches hard- I fanned my face and dove under the covers.
That thing will rip me in half??
I buried myself in the sheets as my pants got tighter and tighter.
Hearing soft foot steps as though not to wake me tiptoe over to the bed and remove a small part of the blanket.
He leant down and kissed my head softly before leaving for his work.
I heard the door shut and I flung the blanket off, fanning my face and hyperventilating.
I lifted the blanket covering my lowers and saw the tent in my shorts.
YOU PERVERT!
I started smacking my own face with my hand and yelling stupid over and over.
I kept imagining him changing and it just made it worse and worse!
My brain kept pushing the thought of self pleasure out of my mind.
The urge was getting to brutal, I felt like a pervert.
I needed a cold shower to get rid of this.
I slide out of bed like James Bond and snuck over to the bathroom.
Turning on the cold water and stripping down my pjs, stepping into the cold running water.
I let the water run down my back.
Images of Cyno wet from the shower and in a towel filled my head.
I felt my hand reach down but I yanked it back up.
His toned abs and perfect clear tanned skin, silky white hair draping down in-front of his eye.
My hand slipped down until it brushed against my thigh, gently gripping that one part of my body that's been wanting this for around 20 minutes since I saw Cyno.
I started gently gliding my hand up and down it.
A wave of pleasure that I've been needing hit me and hard.
I haven't done this since high school when I had zero self control.
Images of Cyno kissing me and touching me filled my head.
I gained a little more pace as soft whimpers and breathy moans escaped my mouth.
My back slide down the shower wall and rested on the floor.
Cyno began gripping me down there and stroking it with hard heavy hands.
I knew this wasn't real but in my current state I didn't care.
He leaned in a kissed me with passion sliding his tongue into my mouth.
By now I was moaning between every kiss.
I needed him.
My hand felt sticky and weird, I looked down.
I gasped loudly.
YOU DISGUSTING PERVERT!
I immediately cleaned myself and bashed my head against the shower wall.
Poor Cyno I'm so sorry I did this.
Archons forgive me.