CHAPTER 4

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"Mandu if you're here you will see how nervous Jisoo is" Wendy said laughing

"What are you doing to her why she is so scared whenever you got angry" Joy said laughing too

"I'm really sorry babe" Jennie said and I can hear the guilt in her voice

"It's okay, I'm hanging up now take a rest"

"Are you mad?"

"No"

"Okay I love you babe take care okay?"

"Yeah I will you too always take care of yourself and eat on time okay? I love you too"

"Bye babe" she said and she hung up the call

"They're right you're girlfriend are really scary when angry I can see it in your nervousness" Kyrstal said

"And thanks to you, you save me I owe you a treat" I said to her smiling

"It's nothing but the treat I will never decline that you said that yourself" She said and we both laughed.

"And you.." Irene suddenly said pointing to Seulgi "Don't do that again it's not funny"

"Yeah I'm really sorry for what I did" she said looking at me and I gave her a "it's okay" smile

We spend our night talking and laughing I realized that it's not bad to hang out sometimes I really enjoyed their company especially that Jennie isn't here. I learn that Rosé is a very funny person she's the groups clown even she has a problem with her relationship she managed to make us laugh. It's getting late so we decided to bid our goodbyes, I'm not that drunk so I managed to get home safely before I sleep I messaged Jennie that I'm home I waited for a reply but she didn't respond
"Maybe she's already asleep" I said to myself then suddenly I hear a beep from my phone I thought Jennie replied but when I looked it's from an unknown number

Hi-from the unknown number

Hello who's this? - I replied

Oh you forgot me already chicken - she replied and I'm curious on what she called me then I remember Rosé was the one calling me that

Flashback
"So Jis what's your favorite food?" Rosé suddenly ask me

"She's addicted to chicken, pasta" Irene said and I'm confused why she called her pasta

"Why you called her pasta?" I asked to Irene

"Pasta she's so addict in pasta well in fact she eat every food she saw" She answered and we all laughed

"Your a chicken lover so from now on I will call you chicken"Rosé said and we all laughed

End of Flashback

Oh hi pasta, how did you get my number? - I asked

From Irene, what are you doing? - she replied

Nothing - I replied

Okay, did you have important things to do tomorrow - she asked

Nothing, why? - I replied

Ahmm I want to asked if you can accompany me I'm going out tomorrow - she said

Yeah I'm in, actually I'll be just in home that will be boring - I said

Thanks chicken so I'll pick you up at 2pm? If that's okay - she said

Okay - I replied

Bye see you tomorrow - she said

Bye see you - I replied
Jennie's POV

"I'm getting jealous of you and Jisoo" Lisa said pouting

"Why?" I asked facing her

"You're so sweet and protective to her"

"Aigoo Lili is jelly, don't be jealous okay?" I kissed her and that kiss went deeper her hands move down to my hips and start to drag me to my bedroom she starts to taking off my clothes when suddenly Jisoo's image appear into my mind and I feel guilt and pain I stop Lisa from what she's doing and she looks at me confused

"Why? What's wrong?" she asked still looking at me

"Nothing I-I just can't do it" I said looking away from her

"Is it Jisoo?" she suddenly asked that makes me return my gaze to her

"Lisa please Jisoo had nothing to do with this" what I'm saying of course Jisoo is included she is my girlfriend and I'm fucking cheating on her

"Yes she is" she's right "she's your girlfriend Jennie and this what we're doing was cheating on her"

"I'm going out I need some air" I said and I go out without looking to her. I go in a park it's already night so no one is in the park anymore I sat in a bench

"What I'm doing? I'm cheating on Jisoo, the girl who loves me the most. This is so wrong fuck I'm hurting her" I said to myself. Jisoo and I is been in a relationship for 4 years we met because of Irene her older sister, our relationship is so perfect she is so caring and loving there's nothing I would wish for but everything goes wrong when I met Lisa my photographer I have a photo shoot that's why I'm here in New York I'm a model so she's with me everywhere. At first I didn't see her existence but as the time flies by we became close to each other and one night we make a big mistake, something happens to us but instead of stopping it Lisa and I had a secret affair, I don't know what's gotten into me maybe it's because Lisa is there when I'm longing for Jisoo but I know that's not enough reason to cheat

"I should stop this, I can't afford to lose Jisoo in my life, I don't want to ruin our relationship, I love her so much" I said to myself and my tears started to fall

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