You're Just A Lonely Star | FranSykes | (boyxboy)

Fuck -22-

---OLI POV---

I arrived home to find nobody in, but luckily had a spare house key with me for situations such as this.

Immediately, I called Josh. I could hear Elissa's squeal coming from the phone, too, and I asked him where they were.

'We're at this lake that we used to go to as kids...you wanna come?' He asked me as I heard another squeal.
It sounded like they were having a good time, but I knew how traditional and sentimental Josh can be, and I didn't want to interrupt his moments with his family with him.

'Nah, I'll wait until you get back. I think we should go to Taylor's later and you should apologise because there's no way I'm getting through the week without seeing Blake again.' I realised I sounded almost angry, but he didn't seem phased by it as he was having a wonderful time, which made me happy aswel.

'What the fuck Oli? I'm not going round there, not after what happened!' He was almost shouting, but still quiet enough for me to hear Elissa telling him off when he swore, jokily.

'Josh, I think it would be for the best. Maybe she will forgive you?' I told him, trying to persuade him and thinking it would never work.

'Look, I will do it. I'm only doing this for you though, because I love you, okay?' His voice softened and he reverted back to his adorable, fluffy self.

'I love you too, see you later then.' I said as I pressed the hang up button and switched on the TV, waiting for them to return.

I felt my stomach tying itself in knots over and over again as I thought about Josh stepping door in that house. Guilt dominated my mind as I realised I was putting him at risk.

I tried to call him, but no reply. I repeated this again and again for an hour, but still, no reply.

My stomach was twisting itself inside out, at least that's how it felt. Waves of hope would enter me for a split second but once again sail over my head, as if it was never there.

---JOSH POV---

I stood outside the familiar door, my mind flooding with memories of the last time I was here.

Hastily, I knocked on the door, also noticing that Andy's car was not pulled up in the driveway, like it was when we returned Blake.

The sound of a little child did not fill my ears, which is the opposite of the last time. Something told me that Andy and Blake had gone out, and it was just Taylor. This made me slightly more relieved, although I was still filled to the brim with butterflies, spiralling my whole body from head to toe.

My hand shakily reached the surface of the door, although I just tested it there gently whilst plucking up the courage to actually make a noise on the cold, wooden entrance to the house.

Finally, I knocked on the door, and waited for the consequences. I heard slow footsteps approaching the door, and realising that Taylor was steps away from me made me feel physically sick.

The door slowly opened, as I expected Taylor to either slam the door again or just shout at me.

'Hey, Josh.' Taylor said, running her fingers through her hair as confusion swept through me.

'Uhm, Hi Taylor, I have something to say.' I explained as she lay one finger on her lip and beckoned me inside her home, making me feel slightly anxious and still confused.

I didn't show my confusion to Taylor. She brushed past me, almost brushing her hand across my arm subtily as we sat on the same sofas as before together.

'Anyway, about what happened the other-' I began as I was interrupted.

'Shh, there's nothing for you to say. Just close your eyes, Josh.' She almost whispered as I did as she told.

As I closed my eyes, I felt her breathe on my skin become heavier and deeper.

Her presence became more noticeable as I felt her lips press against mine for the second time now.

I didn't find myself resisting her, instead I found myself kissing her back, but even more passionately than she was being towards me. We held the kiss for at least 30 seconds, before Taylor pulled away and whispered,
'I made a mistake, Josh, I should never have denied my feelings.'

I felt myself become nervous when I thought of Oli, and how much I loved him. I loved him more than anyone, but I couldn't just leave Taylor.

Instead of reply to Taylor and dig the hole deeper for myself, I decided to kiss her again to break the silence.

Andy and Blake were not returning home until the next day, giving us even more time, which wasn't necessarily a good thing.

I felt her hand making its way up my t-shirt, and eventually pulling it over my head as she threw it to the ground and fiddled with the waistband of my boxers, poking out from the top of my jeans.

I found my hands sliding up her waist as she had done to me, and finding their way to the clasp of her bra. I fiddled with the clasp and rapidly pulled it off of her body, throwing it to the floor to join my top.

I leant into her neck and kissed it slowly, leaving red marks where I had sucked on her skin. My hands got closer to her breasts by the second, until eventually they were fixed, clutching them and making Taylor moan my name telling me to stop.

Although she said she wanted me to stop, I didn't. I kept teasing her. She caught on, and after 5 minutes we had both stripped down to our underwear - excluding her bra, a pile of clothes in the middle of the room.

We lay on the sofa which had extended out. We lay underneath a blanket as I straddled Taylor, gently kissing her upper chest, teasing her and occasionally going slightly lower.

Her fingers still slipped down the side of my boxers occasionally, hinting for me to take them off but I wanted to wait. Each time her hands went anywhere near them I scooped them up in mine and interlocked my fingers into hers, distracting her as I slowly kissed her again.

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Hey:)
I'm sorry this update is late, I'm so so busy right now so the updates will all be quite late but I need to pre write some stuff because I'm going away a lot this year so will not be around/have wifi to update.

I appreciate that this is very short compared to the chapters at the moment, but as I said I've had no time and wanted to update so im sorry this is quite short, and I'm also sorry for the crappy smut writing aha!
Keep reading, voting, sharing, commenting etc,
Lily xox