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I stared at her not knowing how to react.

"Now I know it's a huge jump for me but I e been talking to my boyfriend about it and we agreed we were ready so...surprise!" Lexi says and I sit there staring blankly at her.

"I'm sorry if you don't agree with me but-" I raise my hand up.

"No that's not it. I'm happy for you I really am but me and Lazlo have been having lots of unprotected sex...if you got pregnant then that means I might be next." I held my stomach and thought about the possibility of me having a baby.

I was happy to have a baby but it would only make it harder for me to tell Keaton that I'm in love with his damn dad.

"I am so happy for you! I'm gonna be an aunt!" I smiled happily as I wanted to change the subject. My words changed but my mind was still stuck on the thought of me being pregnant.

I had never showed any of the sighs of pregnancy but I've seen plenty of shows where they give birth on the toilet or something because they never knew they were pregnant so I don't want to take my chances on that being the case.

"So....you think you might be pregnant?" Lexi asks so she can change the subject and I looked at her.

"I don't know...I wouldn't necessarily be surprised if I was and really, I'd be happy but I don't know how Lazlo would feel considering we've never talked about kids because...well....why would we?" I say as to hint at the fact that we had never really been serious or official until recently so I didn't want to bring up kids or marriage.

"Well I can understand that...anyways yeah! I have an ultrasound in a couple of weeks! I'm really excited!" Lexi yells and I laugh at her Child like happiness. I adored the fact that she was so happy about this. When we first became we always bonded over the fact that we both wanted to have kids.

Knowing that she was pregnant made me happy but it also made me think. Me and Lazlo are kind of official and if we stay together for forever then I don't know if I'll be able to have kids. If he doesn't want kids then it will crush one of my biggest dreams. I think about it more and my thing is...if I really love Lazlo  then fulfilling my dream should be easy to let go of if he really wants me to.

"I'm really glad and I'm proud of you for finding your happiness... I really hope this all works out for you." I say to Lexi and she smiles warmly at me.

I was truly happy for her and I really prayed that her boyfriend will stay with her.

"So...you and Lazlo?" Said and I knew what she was asking.

"We're fine now. He's supposed to take me out either tomorrow or the day after to make up for what happened." I smile and I see Lexi mirror my expression.

While sitting on my bed I hear the front door in the house close. My body jolted at the sound and I got off of my bed to walk to my bedroom door. I look out of my doorway to see my mom entering into the house.

My mom eyes me and she smiles at me.

"Hey mom! Your home early!" I exclaim as I full step out of my room and Lexi follows behind me.
My mom walks into the living room and flops on the couch. Me and Lexi flop down on the couch in front her.

"Yea...my boss let me off early because I've been working so hard." My mom stated and I totally agreed with her boss. My mom was always a hard worker and sure I had every right to appreciate that but most of the time I missed my mom.

"Soo....how have you been... it's been a while since we've actually talked about you and all." My mom said I took a deep breath before speaking.

"Actually, things have been great. I think I told you already but me and Keaton have broken up and decided to stay friends. I'm going to hang out with him tomorrow!" I say happily and my mom was going to show sympathy but she realized that I needed to break up with him and that I was happier without him in my life. I was lying about hanging out with Keaton but she didn't need to know everything right now.

"That's good....I'm glad you are happy." My mom says as she looks at me and Lexi.

"Soo...lexi..how are you?" My mom asks as she starts to have her attention turn over to lexi.

"Actually I came over to announce to nova that I'm expecting. I decided that I'm ready to have a baby with my boyfriend and now look where we are." Lexi smiles happily.

My moms smile grows, "having a baby! I'm so happy for you! Nova...you want a kid?" My mom asks me from the given topic between her and Lexi.

"I uhmm yeah kinda.... I would want to have a baby. I've always wanted to...I kinda want to now but I haven't found the right person." I shrug off knowing that I was slightly lying. I wanted to think that Lazlo was the right person but I don't know if sex is the only reason we're together.

I love to go on dates but we don't go on many of them and I totally get it because he's busy. I hope that he isn't another Keaton and I fell for that shit.

"Well just know that no matter what situation you end up in that I'll be there for you ok? Trust me." My mom says and I smile brightly at her.

I felt my phone ring and I found it odd considering that the 2 people who call me the most are already in front of me.

"I'll uhmmm go check that." I said as I was unsure why someone was calling me. I walked away from the living room and into my room and saw my phone.

I picked it up and viewed the number....it was unknown.

I hesitantly answered, "hello?" I greeted the person on the other line and what I heard next terrified me. I wanted to break down and cry. I don't know how it could've happened so fast I mean It's only been about 3 maybe 2 hours since I left.

It felt like I was hit. I started to sweat heavily and grow a pain in my stomach. I hung my phone up and dropped it. I walked into the living room trying to seem as calm as possible.

"Hey...lexi...I need your help with something. I need to uh run to the store." I tried to sound composed but it was bleeding through and Lexi could tell something was wrong.

"O-oh ok I got you. Uhhh bye!" Lexi says to my mom but I didn't speak to her as I started to walk.

Lexi jogged a bit to catch up to me and she asked immediately, "what's going on? Are you ok?" I looked at her and I nodded my head.

"I need to go to the hospital and I need to do it now." I said as I ran into my room to get her my things. Lexi stayed behind me the whole time.

"Can I at least know what's going on?!" Lexi asks as she watched me panic. My heart was rising and everything was happening too fast.

I started to hyperventilate and I had to stop grabbing my things. I held my stomach and I looked at Lexi who was multiplying before my eyes.

I started to think about how fast everything was moving and how I feel like I should-

Everything went black.

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