My ex-boyfriends dad

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Everything in my brain clicked.

Jace turned around to face me and looked in my eyes to get some type of answer as to how I as feeling but my expression was blank as thoughts were racing in my head.

"Take the first letter of my name off." I quoted jace in my head and it replayed until my brain hit a brick.

"Ace?" I looked at the man in front of me and he just nodded slowly.

"I know it's pretty fucked up...I killed my own parents." Ace sighed and I grabbed both of his hands and held them in my own.

"It wasn't your fault ok? You didn't know." I tried to reassure him but he just nods before speaking on.

"No no...after I had killed my mom and I grew comprehension of what I had done. I killed my dad because I wanted to. Not because I was triggered but because I was so young they ruled it up to ptsd. My dad was a fucking asshole and I'm not afraid to admit that." Ace huffs and I sit there in thought for a second before cupping his cheek.

"What you just told me doesn't change anything on how I feel about you ok? I'm actually amazed and really glad to know that you're alive. I know you must still have a lot of trauma and now that I know I can help you work with it." I said to Jace and for the first time I saw a look on his face that was sad. It was a happy sad.

"I'm disappointed that your ex boyfriend was cheating on you...I know I wouldn't." Jace lifted my chin with his finger and I smiled at him. I felt my face heating up a bit because I felt good with Jace. It reminded me of being with Lazlo but me and Jace had a deep talk and it made me feel better.

"I really appreciate you not hating me for finding out who I am. You make me feel as if all people aren't bad. I thank you for that." Jace said and for once I felt a sense of safety outside of Lazlo and it felt great.

Lazlo. I miss him...

I need to turn my attention to jace. Jace was looking at me and I could tell he knew what I was thinking about.

"So tell me about him." Jace sighs and I follow his action, "lazlo? He's a great man. He appreciates me and the way he looks at me is like no other.. he looks at me as if I were a piece of gold that's been lost for years...and he found it. He's the better version of his son in every way. Oh and don't get me started on the difference of the two in bed..." I chuckle not realizing I just mentioned sex with my ex.

I look up at him and notice him biting his slip slightly, "what if I told you... I could do better than both of them?" Ace said and I smiled while looking down as what he said made me blush a bit.

"Shut up..." I mumble and ace smiles as he knew he had some type of hold on my already.

"You could make me..." Ace says with a bright smirk written on his face.

"Ace..." I cup his face and pull his face close as if I'm about to kiss him and he falls for it. Ace closes his eyes and I get inches away from his face before letting go of his face and turning my head away.

"Baby...please.." Ace begs and I froze up. I was shocked...was Ace begging right now?

"Ace did you-" I was about to ask him if he was begging but he cuts me off to answer the question.

"Beg for you? Yes I did....I can tell that you like submissive guys...it was pretty easy to tell actually and luckily for you I'm a good submissive." Ace said with calmness and ease.

Ace had read me like a book and it scared me a bit because he was right. So right. I did like submissive guys but I've never really played the role of a dominant heavily. I've never done the contract interaction or anything. I don't know the first real thing about being dominant.

"Ace that may be true but I don't even know how to be a dominant....I've never really done it done it but I've did something." I say and Aces smirk just grows across his face.

"Let me show you....let me introduce you to the real world of kinks...." Ace says and I sit there for a second. This was our first date and I'm already really comfortable with him and I was actually considering doing this with him even though we haven't known each other that long.

"Ace..." I sigh out and he just takes my hands and intertwines our fingers while looking me in my eyes.

"I know this is just a first date but I can tell that we're really comfortable with each other...trust me and let me show you how much you'll enjoy this.." Ace said and my brain was going deeper into consideration.

"Ace...I'll allow you to show me new things.." I breath out and he smiles at me before kissing me on the cheek.

"Great...how about we start tomorrow...it's getting late and I can meet with you tomorrow...it's gonna be a bit much at first but I want to show you things that you might be into."

I know I had once told Lazlo that I knew a lot on bdsm and kinks and yeah sure I knew about them but I had never really done them. Maybe doing this with Ace might be some good.

"Ok Ace...I'll trust you but you might be a serial killer so If I get scared and attack you...don't say anything." I shrug and he just laughs before relaxing his shoulders and letting go of me.

"Alright let's get you home darling." Ace says as he starts the car back up and backs out of the alley before starting to drive home. While he was driving he kept his hand placed on my thigh. Ace would try to inch it closer to my core but I would jolt at his touch and he would move his hand back down.
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Ace and I walked into my room as I had decided to let him sleep here. I didn't really want him driving home this late because I had a bad feeling about it.

Lexi was gone and of course she would be I mean she has a man with a whole baby so she's gonna be very busy anyways.

I changed into pajamas and Ace just decided to wear no shirt with his suit pants.

Ace cuddled me and kissed me on the cheek as I slowly feel asleep.

I guess instead of meeting him we would start experimenting immediately tomorrow.

Maybe I was a little scared yet excited. I might be a whole different person after this.