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I couldn't open my eyes. I felt sore and sick all at the same time. I hear beeping around me and when I able to crack open my eyes I see nothing and no one around me.

I try to move of my arms but it was extremely painful. My other arm was fine so it was confusing for me. I look at both of my arms and both of them are hooked with needles and wires.

I knew exactly where I was, I was at a hospital. I heard my room door crack open and I saw an unfamiliar figure.

It was a doctor.

"Nova, right? I'm doctor Johan." The doctor says as he walks up to my bed. I see his eyes scan around me and he examines me. I still wasn't conscious enough to know what was going on.

"Can you move that arm?" He asks as he planted a soft finger on the arm that I couldn't move. I tried to speak but my voice cracked up so all I could manage was a simple nod side to side.

"It makes sense.... When you passed out you landed on it pretty heavily. It's not broken but it is going to be pretty painful for a while. I suggest wearing a sling. We'll provide one and you'll have to wear for a week." The doctor says as he starts to write on a clipboard.

"Can you speak for me real quick?" The doctor asks and I open my mouth.

"Yes." I manage to say but it came out in pieces. I cleared my throat to give myself a do over.

"Yes." I speak out and it came out soft but clean.

"Great! Do you feel pain?" Yeah no shit I do.

"Yes but I should be fine.." I whisper out and he marks down a bunch of things with his pen.

"You have a visitor by the name of Lazlo said he's here to see you...can I let him in?" The doctor asks and I'm simply nod.
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The doctor had left and I was now waiting on Lazlo. I was waiting a while before I saw the door slowly open. Lazlo walked in and he looked perfectly fine which scared me.

I was told he got into an accident.

"Hey you.." Lazlo said softly.

"Hi..I thought you were in the hospital..." I manage to say and he just rubs my head softly.

"The car is the one that was hurt I just had a couple of minor injuries. I'm ok." He reassured me and it made me feel a bit angry.

I was told he was suffering and that he wanted to see me. There was nothing seriously wrong. I ended up hurt more than he was.

"Lazlo...I don't think I can do this.." I said and Lazlo continued to rub my head.

"You can it's ok. You're not that hurt it'll be all fine. You can recover." Lazlo said and I don't think he understood the point I was making.

"Lazlo I'm talking about us...I can't do us." I say and Lazlo stops rubbing my head.

"What are you saying nova?" Lazlo asks and I sigh. The heart monitor starts to beeps bit faster because I was getting a bit nervous.

"Lazlo I think we need to break up and if we weren't together in the first place then we should stop seeing each other. I don't think I can do this...you remind me of Keaton to much and I get so scared that one day your just gonna be exactly like the old him and I don't want that." I say to Lazlo and his face drops.

"Nova- i uhh I understand." Lazlo says as he bends down and kisses me on the cheek. Lazlo was going to argue but didn't and it was most likely because of my unfortunate position.

Lazlo removed his hand from my head and put it in his pocket. He turned on his heel and didn't even bother saying goodbye before heading out of the door.

I didn't want to end things off with him and I honestly think I shouldn't have but I do say that it's best for right now while I figure things out. Everything that has been happening all around me has been so sudden and now I want it to all slow down so this...had to be the right choice.

Not long after Lazlo left I saw lexi walk in with a strong look of concern on her face.

"I'm sorry I wasn't here sooner. They wouldn't tell me if you were awake or not and I just saw Lazlo leave...how are you?" She asks as I look up at her standing over me.

"I'm ok...Me and Lazlo are over.." I said quietly and I see lexis face turn a bit sad.

"I'm so sorry babe...." lexi tries to feel sad for me but I don't want the sadness around me at all.

"Don't worry about it ok? I broke up with him because I needed to. It was the best choice." Or at least I was hoping so.

Lexi planted a kiss on my forehead before sitting beside me on the hospital bed while I continued  to lay down. We sat in silence as she could tell that's really what I needed right now but she knew I also didn't want to be alone.

I tapped her hand with my good arm and she looked in my eyes. I opened my hand and she placed her hand in mine and I held it.

With all the thoughts of how I had just broken up with lazlo, tears started to roll down my cheeks. I was crying silently as I thought about the fact that I will No longer be seeing Lazlo.

As soon as me and Keaton broke up everything started to move faster than I wanted to go, faster than I could handle. I wanted time away from both of the lake men so I couldn't see Keaton either.

Me and Lexi said nothing to each other and nothing out loud at all. I was messed up in the head at the moment and she understood that.

I find it crazy how something amazing happens to her and i get a shitty end of the stick but I guess that's my fault because I ended things with Lazlo and had I not done that he never would have.

Lazlo was no longer mine and I'm slightly scared that he might move on because I really hope that this break isn't permanent.

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