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Me and ace were looking at each other, his eyes were lit up and the doctor looked between us, "I'm assuming neither of you knew she was pregnant?" The doctor asked and i spoke before ace could, "no... i didn't know at all." i said as i was trying to process what emotion to feel. "well i think now that you know i should give you and him some time..and then ill check back soon." the doctor said before heading out of the room making sure to close the door behind them. Ace kept silent and so did I. I did look at him, we both had to be thinking the same thing, the same question Lazlo would have too, who's baby is it? This is the one thing I didn't want happening. Ace interrupted the essay of thoughts in my head, "so? Are you ok?" He asked softly and I just nodded slowly, "I'm fine. It wasn't expected but it was bound to happen...you?" I asked as I needed to know how he felt knowing that this could take many turns.

"I'm ok. What ever happens. I'm taking care of the baby." He stated, making it clear he didn't plan on leaving no matter the results. He took my hand in his and I smiled softly. "The only thing to do is tell Lazlo....oh god....my ex- boyfriend could have a brother...because of me..." I said shakily and ace gave a light squeeze to my hand. Non-verbally telling me that things would be ok. "Could you find Lazlo...tell him to come see me?" I asked softly and ace just left the room with no words. Now was about me. I needed to think about me. I'm emotionally involved with both men even if I don't want to admit it. What type of mental strain would it put on me to know who's baby it is. Should I even get a test? Should I just live life letting both of them take their turns raising this baby? Do I secretly want it to be someone's more than the other? So many thoughts running through my head and I knew not all of them would have an answer.

About 10 minutes later ace and Lazlo return to the room. Ace looks at me and I dismiss him. Lazlo seems confused as he watches ace leave the room. I take a deep breath and speak softly, "Lazlo, we have to talk." I said and he sighed, "please don't tel me I did something wrong.." he said with his head slowly leaning to the ground. "No! You didn't do anything...I just need to tell you something important." I said in a firm tone and he tensed up before sitting on my bedside. "What is it?" He asked in a bit of a closed off tone. Almost as if he didn't even want to know what I was about to say but maybe it was just my high emotions after finding out I was pregnant that may have been making me have delusions. I just sighed, "I have something important to tell you and I don't want you to freak out ok?" I said and he just sighed, "spit it out." He said and my face quickly turned confused. "Are you ok?" I asked feeling concerned about him. "Im fine! Damn it just tell me what's up." He said and I snapped.

I didn't know what was going through his head for him to talk to me like that but I didn't like it. Maybe he was going through something but you don't yell at me, you tell me. "Get out." I said once and he turned to me, "look I'm sor-" I cut him off, "Get! Out!" I yelled and it hurt my head so I laid back and tried to calm myself down. Ace probably heard me from outside of the room because he quickly came in and asked if everything was ok, "I want him out." I told ace and Lazlo looked at me with pleading eyes, "I'm sorry ok? I'm sorry for lashing out at you I've just been, dealing with things." He said and I just shook my head, "you had time to communicate that to me instead of yelling. What I had to tell you was important but if you're acting like this and I haven't even told you? I'm afraid I shouldn't tell you. So. Get. Out." I said once last time and he sighed before accepting his defeat and getting up. Ace stepped out of the doorway for Lazlo and allowed him to leave. Ace closed the door once Lazlo left and he sat in place of Lazlo. "Did you tell him?" Ace asked, "no I didn't. He lashed out at me so I didn't know what to do." I said and ace placed and hand on my head and gently rubbed it. "Listen, even if you don't ever tell him and it's his. I'm here. I knew what I was getting myself into when I met you. Like happens and risks are taken. I don't plan on opting out just because the unexpected happened. Ok?" Ace said and I smiled. It felt good to know that he didn't plan on leaving. It gave me a better feeling than anything.

I liked where I was. I wanted this baby to belong to ace. He's proving more than enough times that he doesn't judge me and that he is head to stay. Sometimes I feel like he's almost too amazing.
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Eventually the doctors came in and told me that I was allowed to go home at any given moment. I smiled and then I got up to get dressed. I went into the bathroom in my hospital room and I began to look at my stomach. I know it was way to early for me to be showing but now that I knew I already looked at myself differently. If I was going to be a mother I was going to do it right. Ace asked if I was ready to leave and I said yes so we walked out of the room...only to find Lazlo had been standing outside of the room the entire time. He said nothing. He just walked away. I didn't know if he knew but he definitely was in a bad mood for some reason and if it was because of this baby. He can kiss my ass. I'm doing this even if I have to do it without him.

SORRY ITS SHORT YALL IM JUST TRYNA GET BACK INTO WRITING THIS CONSISTENTLY. I ALREADY HAVE SOME CHAPTERS PLANNED OUT BUT NOT WRITTEN. ALSO THIS BOOK HAS BLOWN UP SO I CANT JUST LEAVE IT HERE

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