Summertime Sadness || John Logan

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One.

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John Logan. He was perfect in every way. The way his hair fell down on his face. His brown eyes every time he looked at me. Well at least I think he looks at me. I am a nobody compared to the infamous John Logan, he would never take time out of his day to lay his eyes on me.

"Snap out of it!" I heard Blair's annoying voice interrupt my thoughts. "You know we are never gonna get the essay done if you keep zoning out." Yep that's Blair for you one snappy bitch. But she's my best friend and has been since 7th grade. "Well? You're gonna help?". "Blairrr you know you interrupted my important thought." I decided to hold the r on her name just to get on her nerves. "oh yes my bad Riley you were having a scandalous thought about John Logan!!" She knows I have had a crush on him since the beginning of freshman year. "Blair you're not helping me get over himm, you know that he won't go for freshman and plus he has never met me." I have had the chance to meet him because my cousin Hannah Wells is dating John Logan's best friend, Garett Graham. I just choose not to because knowing me I will most likely embarrass myself in front of him. "For fucks sake Riley you know you have had chances to meet him because of your amazingly talented cousin." Hannah is talented, she always asks for me to help write songs with her and it's one of my favorite things to do. Even though no one knows I even play a guitar or even sing. "God, you are obsessed with my love life!" She always had been, all of the boys at school looked at her, not me. "Riley what time do you need to leave cause doesn't hockey practice start soon, please tell me your skipping practice today??" Would I seriously miss practice for something that makes me happy, hell no. Being on the ice makes me feel alive, worth something. "OH MY GOD BLAIR!!" " why the fuck are you yelling ry?" "My fucking practice started an hour ago I am gonna have to practice during hockey practice." I have never been late to practice until now. Before Blair even answered I was out walking to my car. I was ready for practice and just forgot to check the time but now coach is gonna be mad at me for interrupting hockey. Which in my opinion is fucking stupid, coach knows how much this means to me and he still loves to tell me how much I need to find a new rink. Which is not possible. It's the closest one to campus and I am not going out of my way for some men to tell me what to do.

The only reason why I go to this rink before hockey practice is because my dad is best friends with the coach so I have known him and he is basically my second dad but he does get on my nerves and now he is going to be pissed at me. It's gonna be annoying now too cause I have to use the locker room where all the hockey guys are gonna be since apparently the girls locker room was "full". I swear coach hates me. When I arrive a lot of the parking spots are full so I know for sure hockey practice has started. I make my way through the lobby straight to the locker room. To my luck no one is in there so I hurry and get my skates on a head to the ice rink. But right as I exit the locker room I happen to run into coach. "Riley. You're late" I didn't know what to say because coach just so happened to stop practice to embarrass me. Oh boy do I love life right now. And of course Logan was staring at me. "Yes I am now excuse me" And as I walked off I felt every single eye on me. When I get on the ice I immediately get my music on so I can get practice over. Before I push play, coach tells me I only have ⅓ of the rink which is nothing but I can work with it. I have a competition in less then a month, I have the choreography down so all that's left is to practice. It's to one of my favorite artists Lana del ray it's her summertime sadness one. I usually have the music on the big speaker but I don't think the team will appreciate hearing it so much. Once I am finally left alone I start getting ready by pushing play and getting into my starting position. Once the music starts I feel it flow through me and I feel like I am flying, for the first time I land my triple axel with ease. Once the music ends I look to see everyone looking at me again.

He was staring at me.

A/N: I feel as if that was a good ending point but I don't know if it's long enough. I am gonna try and make the next one longer.