Amani's povI woke up quite early today with my head banging so damn hard. I was in between Mihran and jidah as they snuggled into me. I love that they are here for me when I need them.
I slowly got off the bed not to wake any of them believe me that was a task. I headed to the bathroom and I did all my necessities and performed Wudu.
I checked the time and it's 6:00am on the dot hmm I missed subh. I got a hijab from my closet and I prayed Fajr. I prolonged my sujud and cried my heart to Allah. I made salam and I started azkar.
I made lots of dua for my mum. I love her even tho I never met her and I never felt her warmth. I never felt the motherly hug everyone experienced. I thought I would get that from aunty halima.
I always see how she is with Fanan so caring and loving towards her daughter. You know I'm not asking for much just a hug is all I ask for. Just one.
I slept off on the prayer mat of course right after I woke Mihran and Jiddah to pray. I enjoy sleeping in the floor so it was quite peaceful.
I woke up around Zuhur due to too much noise around the house. Aunty Ummu Already packed my cloths for me All of them. I don't really have that much cloths tho so it was just two boxes of cloths.
I was still lying down on the floor when I got my phone from the bedside drawer and just in time it started ringing and you guessed it right it's Jamal. I smiled as I picked the call
J💗; heyyy I'm so sorry I haven't been in touch I've been very busy(chuckling)
Me; it's ohk. How are you?
J💗; I'm good Alhamdulilah. How was the wedding and everything. Finally your sisters married
Me; well.........
J💗; Well?
Me; well slight change of plans
J💗; what do you mean? What happened?
Me; Insted if Fanan to get married yeah
J💗; yes yes....
Me; well I got married
Silence.........J💗; your kidding right
Me; do I sound like I'm kidding Jamal ( chuckled nervously)
J💗; but that can't be right
Me; well it happened. I don't wanna talk about it
J💗; but how did it get to you getting married
M; it's a long story J when I'm settled I will definitely explain Ohk
J💗; Ohk then
Me; I have to go talk to you later.....
J💗; Bye( cuts call)
I Checked the time and it's just 15 minutes past one. I stood up, removed the hijab and headed to the bathroom to perform wudu.
I ended up taking my bath because the water was so hot and perfect. I performed wudu and I wrapped a towel under my arms. I headed out and I saw jidah coming out of my closet with cloths in her hand.
Take Mami said you should wear this she said handing me a burnt pink atampa I didn't even know I had it I thought. Alright I said and she smiled.
She dropped it on the bed and went out of the room. I went by the dressing mirror and I started applying lotion in my body.
I got dressed in the cloths and it fits me perfectly wow who know I thought.
I wore my hijab and prayed zuhur.I folded up the prayer mat and hijab. I dropped it on the chair and headed to the mirror. I tied my head tie perfectly and Masha Allah even with the puffy read eyes I do look pretty.
Yes yes I know I'm a cry baby but this is quite a lot to take in like I still don't feel it. Me! Amani! I'm married. Hm I thought
I took my book from the shelf and I kept reading from where I stoped to kill time because I can't even find Mihran anywhere.
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It's just right after magrib and now I'm to be taken to my husbands house. Wow that sounds wrong in so so many levels.
I wore my flats and aunty ummu got a vail for me from my suitcase. The suite cases were taken to the car and we were told the cars were waiting.
Wait. Wait. Wait !! I said and looked at Mihran and jidah. My phones with you right I asked Mihran. Yes and your laptop, your charger, your booksssss she said prolonging the S. Oh good I said and we all chuckled.
We walked down the stairs and there were cars lined up I saw dad with teary eyes and I smiled. I walked to him and he enfolded me in a hug.
Even tho I never got the motherly love dad has shown me both. Thank you soo much my dear he said smooth my back.
DAD!! I said and we both chuckled. May Allah bless your home he said and I whisper Ameen
All my brothers were there and I didn't know who to hug first so I just got in between them with ya Faisal in the middle. I felt safe and I didn't want to leave.
I released them and they all looked at me. You guys have got to stop being creepy I said and we all laughed.
I saw Jamal and you could only imagine how excited I was. He came towards me in enfolded me in a huge bear hug.
You know this is wrong in so many levels I said and we both chuckled. Who knew you would get married before I do he said and I smiled.
Destiny Jamal we can't change it I said and he took in a sharp breath.
You be good Ohk he said and squeezed my hand. You know I can't promise that I said and he chuckled. I should get going I said and he nodded.
He released me and I got into the car with jidah, Mihran and Aunty ummu and we headed to my in-laws house. Wow damn that sounds weird In so many ways and levels
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