Chapter 9~confessing

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"Ok so have you guys washed up yet?" I ask Kei and Eric. They shake their heads. "Ohh then go wash up" I say, "but-" "I have some so go wash up" I say. Kei goes first, when she comes out I give her high-waisted shorts, crop top that covers her belly cause of the shorts, a light light blue jacket, socks above the ankle and black converse. "Wuah thank you so much (y/n)!!" She says. "Eric you can go take a shower now" I say, pointing. "Haha yeah I know I just don't think I'll make it over there" he says, " and stand by myself" he continues. "Then you can take one tomorrow. I say giving a smile and helping him on a bed.

"Kei you can sleep on that one" I say pointing to the other bed. "Uhh what about you three?" She asks. "Uhh I'll sleep on the couch" I say. "Me too" Taehyung quickly says after me. "Together?? Cause there's only one couch" Kei says raising and eyebrow. I open my mouth to say something but don't cause Taehyung says "yep" with a proud smile. "Then Soojung you can sleep with me" Kei says, giving a friendly smile.

Soojung nods and goes with Kei while me and Taehyung go to the living room. I go into the closet to get blankets and pillows, but only find 1 of each. "Tae can sleep on the couch" I whisper to myself. I come back in slowly trying to make no noise just in case Taehyung was sleeping. "Taehyung-ah.... I really... Really like you- no I love you, I love you I really do, I want to be able to hug you and hold you when I'm scared, I want to be there with you, no mater the situation, so please accept me?" I hear Soojung say. My eyes open wide, I don't know why but tears streaming down my face when I see Soojung go in for a kiss, but Taehyung avoids it.

"I'm sorry Soojung-ah... I just don't feel that way for you... I'm sorry" Taehyung says. "I-I understand, but will you hug me, let me give you a kiss??" She asks. Taehyung nods and hugs her, "only on the cheek" he says. Soojung nods and brings her hand to cup Taehyung's face, "I'm sorry Taehyung-ah" she says and kisses him on the lips.

My eyes are pouring out with tears and I cover my mouth with my hands to cover up my sobs. I drop the blanket and pillow, making no sound and turn to a wall where they couldn't see me. I continue watching, Taehyung's eyes wide open then starting to close, "please Taehyung" Soojung whispers when they pull away. My eyes literally watering nonstop, I grab my knife from my pocket and angle it on my arm. "I-I'm sorry Soojung-ah.... I can't" he says, I'm not watching anymore. I lightly push the knife on my skin, until a hand stops me. "Don't do that" I hear a whisper, "I try to continue cutting but his grip is to strong. Causing me to drop the knife and cry, cry out loud.

"Pabo" I say hitting his chest, "Pabo" I continue saying, with every hit it becomes a whisper. He held me, held me against him tightly, not letting go soon. I stop hitting him and just start crying, in his chest... Again. "Wae?" I whisper, "I just wanted to see if there was a spar-" "but you continued kissing her!" I whisper-screamed. "I-I'm sorry, please forgive me" he says, worry and Sadness in his eyes. I look up staring at them, there... 'Beautiful' I think. Then Taehyung leans in, connecting our lips for a kiss, a soft, sweet, and gentle kiss.

We pull away and he says "spark" causing me to giggle. "Please forgive me" he says, "arresso" I say giving him an okay sign with my hands and a smile. I get up getting the blanket and pillow, and head towards the sofa. I put the pillow down and lay down, back facing the couch cushion. Taehyung then came laying down in front of me, his Hands on my waist, holding me securely. I burry my head in his chest and listen to his heart beat.

"Good night (y/n)" Taehyung says, "good night Tae... Saranghae" I say, closing my eyes. Letting his heart beat lullaby me to sleep.
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A/N: heyy guys!!! What's up!! Another update!! Haha I don't know if this is even good, haha but I hope you enjoyed this chapter!!, tell me what you think!! 😁❤️❤️

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