a million times over again

ch.18

We get back to start towers and I'm immediately met with bucky hugging me so tightly that it actually pops my back. "oh thank god you're okay" he says.

"good to see you're up and moving, you gave all of us a pretty good scare kid." Cap says. Bucky lets me go and I walk into the main room to see natasha sitting next to thor. Wanda is nowhere to be found.

Thor stands up and silently walks over to me. I instinctively tense up but he just silently wraps his arms around me. He doesn't hug me too tightly either, its gentle, almost sad.

"you scared me." He said quietly. "I'm so sorry." I say, feeling the tears start to burn behind my eyes. He lets me go and sits back down on the couch again. I didn't even notice natasha standing behind him, waiting.

She doesn't hug me, instead she picks me up over her shoulder and starts to carry me out of the room. "wait why are you-" I start.

"нет." She says. Cofused, I decide to just go with it. "Nat you can't just-" mr.stark trys to speak. "not now tony." She says. As she turns into the hallway loki follows behind.

"куда мы идем?" (where are we going?) I ask. "ты должен идти спать" (you have to sleep) she says.  "я в порядке" (I'm fine) I respond. "Я знаю больше, чем ты. спать." (I know more than you. Sleep.) She says sternly. I sighed in defeat as she stood in front of a door that isn't mine.

Loki opens his bedroom door and natasha puts me down on his bed. I quickly realize I'm far to tired to translate in my head, so I don't. "почему не моя комната?" (why not my room?) I ask nat. I looked at loki and ask "вы согласились на это?" (did you agree to this?).

He just looks at me confused before turning to look at nat. "oh jeez kid. Not your room because I'm searching for your shit, and yes they agreed to this, it was his idea." Natasha says.

I'm so tired I can't even tell what language she's talking in anymore, but I still know what she's saying. I'm too tired to even be mad that she's looking through my things. Before I can think about anything else, I drift off to sleep.

After what I can only assume is an hour or so, I wake up slightly so the sound of someone opening the door and closeing it behind them. I open my eyes slightly to see loki walk in wearing sweatpants and a ratty t-shirt.

He puts his hair up in a messy bun and digs through his drawers before pulling out a different shirt and changing into it. He walks over to bed and crawled in, making sure to give me as much space as he can on a twin XL. I don't think he knew I was awake.

I roll over and snuggle into his chest, still half asleep. "oh, did I wake you up love?" He asks in a whisper. I shake my head and he sighs. "go back to sleep peter" he says. Not soon after both of us fall asleep.

**

The next morning I wake up to an empty room. I sit up and loki is no where to be found. I rubb my eyes and try unsuccessfuly to push my hair out of my face.

The door to the room opens quietly and I see loki holding a small stack of clothes, a plate, and a mug. He still has his hair up in a bun.

"oh, good morning." He smiles when he sees me awake. "I brought you clothes, and breakfast. its fruit." He says.

I stand up slowly as he puts the plate and mug down on the bedside table. "благодарю вас" I say. I shake my head and laugh to myself before correcting the language. "thank you, I meant to say thank you." I laugh.

We both laugh a little bit before loki says "i take it slept well then!" I nod and he puts the clothes down on the bed. He grabs a black button up, black undershirt/tank top, and black jeans from his drawer and kisses me on the cheek. "I'll leave you to get dressed, I'll likely be in the living room." He says before leaveing the room.

I stand there for a moment before my brain catches up with reality and I get dressed. Loki had picked out a pretty normal outfit, blue jeans, a black shirt, his black hoodie, and my boots. I laughed when I saw the pink frilly socks that weren't mine mixed in with my outfit though.

I finish getting dressed and walk down the hallway towards the main room with the coffee mug. I keep the sleeves on the hoodie pulled down past my knuckles to hide the scars on my wrist. I'm stopped in the hallway by mr.stark leaving his room.

"oh, hey Peter! I was about to look for you. Here, I wanted to give you these, to help hide the scars until they heal up more." He says, handing me a box. "oh, um, thank you." I say, still waking up a little bit.

Mr.stark walks down the hallway and I just stand there. I open the box and see 2 black wrist warmers, along with 2 black spiked wide bracelets. I laughed and then put on the spiked ones before I kept walking to the main room.

I see loki sitting on the couch, talking to mr.stark. as soon as I enter the room he stands up and walks over to me.

"good morning love" he says before planting a kiss on my forehead. "wasn't i supposed to have school or something?" i ask. "nope, its sunday." mr.stark says. "oh, cool" i say. "and goodmorning to you too" i say to loki before kissing his cheek. he turns bright red and  just laugh.