These Big City Dreams Are What You're About (Christofer Drew Fan Fiction)

Chapter 34: The Dream Continues

Haaaaaiii! I know you all hate me now. I suck for not updatingin almost a month. There's some things that have been going on:

1) I've been depressed. I went to a doctor and i was diagnosed with clinical depression. Im probably gonna start taking medicine soon :/

2) School. I have at least 2-3 hours of homework every night, and afterwards I knock out.

3) I don't know what to write anymore. I can't think happy thoughts. I'm trying to find a distraction.

Oh well...enough about my problems. Lets try to move on. Enjoy! :D

-Mia

*****This will all be in Christof's POV*****

----Chris's POV----

I walked up to the room we had rented. With a shaking hand, I pulled out the hotel key that unlocks the door. I slid it into the slot and it turned green.

With my entire arm shaking, i swung the door open and walked into our hotel room, expecting to find an alone, crying, and confused girl. I was dead wrong. I found an empty room. I felt my heart sink.

She's gone. She's over me. She's not coming back. I walked through the room, trying think of where she was. No where to be found.

Disappointed, sad, and miserable, I left the room and closed the door behind me. Our memories stayed in there and won't come out. They'll stay there forever and won't follow me home.

The drive back home was silent. I spent the whole time thinking about what I did wrong. I told her I didn't need her. I'm such an asshole. I know she won't take it back.

On the good side, I had a show next week at an outdoor event. That should be fun!

"Bro! You're home!" I awakened to Hayden's voice. My eyes flew open and I didn't even realize I fell asleep on the way home.

"Oh! Alright! Thanks!" I said as they both helped me take my luggage inside my apartment.

I entered my apartment. It was lonely and for the first time in months, it was clean! I went upstairs and fell asleep within minutes.

---One Week Later!---

It's been a week. A week without my love. We haven't made contact. I call her, but she won't pick up. I began getting so worried, I started having anxiety and panic attacks. I drove to her house once. Her mom answered, and told me to 'get my ass off her property because I've caused her daughter to be sad and If I don't go away she's gonna call the police to beat me up.' Yeah, it didn't go too well.

But today is the day!!! I'm going to have a show today!

"...AND EVER SINCE YOU WENT AWAY, MY HEART HAS NEVER BEAT THE SAME, AND THAT I CAN DO, IS JUST LAUGH!" Me along with the crowd sang. It was such an amazing day. The sun was shining, the sky was blue, I was performing, and I had a beautiful audience in front of me.

"Alright, so what other song do y'all want?" I said into the mic. Everyone responded at once.

"HEREGOESNOTHIN! BIG CITY DREAMS! ON THE BRIGHTSIDE!"

I bent down to a red-headed girl in the front row.

"Oh my God!!! Do Dare4Distance!!" she screamed excitedly.

"Is Dare4Distance cool with y'all?" Everyone screamed.

"I'll take that as a yes!"

I strummed my guitar and began singing.

"I've got the concept, and came into the conclusion, that the top floor was just an illusion..."

As I sang on, my eyes welled with tears. I thought back on the day when I wrote that song:

-Flashback!-

"So watcha writing?" Kaitlyn said as she sat down next to me. I kept writing. I was to deep in thought to even notice she was there.

Finally. It was finished. I showed her, and she read the lyrics with a smile on her face.

"What is it about?" she asked.

"About how I miss you when you're far. Even though were miles apart, we both cam drive. We always have a way of meeting each other again."

"Aw! Babe! I love it!" she exclaimed and threw her arms around me.

"I'm glad you do. Love you."

-Back to reality!-

Before I could finish day dreaming, the song had already finished. My time was up.

"Sorry, kids! But that was the last song for today! Uh, catch my music on myspace, check me out at Warped Tour this year, love y'all! Bye! Peace!" I said into the mic and left the stage.

I walked around for a bit, took some pictures, signed stuff, did the usual.

I turned around, and almost crashed into someone. I accidentally stepped on their foot.

"Ah, shit! I'm sorry!" I looked up, only to find a beautiful woman. Actually, two beautiful women.

One of them was tall, thin, and had long black hair. Her tan and flawless skin went perfect with her deep brown eyes, big full red lips, and glittery eye makeup. She wore a short low cut black and white dress with a heart print all over it and a denim jacket. Her shoes were big high heels with rhinestones all over them. Her arms were partially covered with cute tattoos.

The other one was just as gorgeous. She had long bright pink hair. Yes, bright pink. Her eyes were big and blue. She wore blue high-waisted shorts revealing her long legs and a white collared top and red high heels.

"Um, hi." was all I could awkwardly say.

"Hey," the black haired one said. Ohmigawd. She had the sexiest voice ever.

"Um, I'm Christofer, from Never Shout Never. Um, I was here for the event." Damn. I sounded so fucking stupid.

"Yeah. I know. And I'm Hanna Beth. This is my friend Kiley. We were doing a photoshoot here." Holycraptheyremodels.

"But we like, got lost. Do you know where the photoshoot is going to be at?" Kiley asked. Her voice was small and cute.

I actually had no clue. I just need an excuse to talk to these beauties!

"Uh, right over there, behind the stage!" I said while stupidly pointing where they seemed to be setting up cameras.

"Cool. Thanks." Hanna said. She pulled the neckline of my shirt as she began to walk away.

"Oh yeah..." she said as she and Kiley began to walk back. "It'd be nice to hang out sometime. How about after this thing's over, we hang out at my place?"

Hell yeah.

"Yeah! That'd be awesome!" I replied.

"Cool. Meet us here after." she said as they both walked away.

Was I dreaming? No. It's real. Yeah sure, it may have been a week since me and Kait's breakup, but maybe getting over her will be easier than I thought. Plus, me and Hanna or that Kiley chick are nothing more than friends.

Alright,...I know it wasn't great, but whatevs!!! Hope you enjoyed!

-Mia

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