Joseph Quinn Smut

Anybody's You

This was requested by @StrangerThings023

I hope this is what you had in mind and that you enjoy it.

*SMUT

*SHY READER

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I had watched the love of my live love another from an uncomfortable distance for a while. I always managed to deal with it and be there for my best friend. The thought that 'I would rather he be my friend then be my nothing' always present at the forefront of my mind.

Like a little alarm constantly going off. It was true I love Jamie Campbell Bowers. And he loved me, just not as anything other then a friend. He was currently in a relationship with Lily Collins.

There was something that always bothered me about them being together. I mean besides my unconditional love for the blonde British man.

I didn't like her. But he loved her. Jamie loved Lily in the way I silently wished he loved me. But I was a good friend. I never dared to tell him my feelings.

See I was shy in general and Jamie was quite famous so I tended to stay in the background of his rather bright world. I had somehow wondered out onto my balcony. I looked up at the sky and saw a shooting star.

I closed my eyes and then on that star I wished oh what I would do to be loved by you.

There was a knock on my door startling me out of my thoughts. I quickly walked to the door. Peering through the peep hole I saw my best friend Jamie. My heart broke as I opened the door.

I watched as Jamie looked at me with honest confusion and what seemed to be a certain unrelieved look.

"She left." Jamie whispered.

"Lily? I'm sure she'll be back." I responded trying to mask my own heartbreak.

"Left me." His whisper seemed more heartbroken then it should have.

"I'm sorry I don't understand." I was genuinely confused and concerned.

"She broke up with me." His blue eyes finally meet mine. They were filled with unshed tears.

"Come in." My heart broke even more as I stepped aside. He went straight for my couch as I headed to the kitchen to grab him his favorite beer.

I made my way back to my friend and sat next to him one leg tucked underneath my body. What I would do to be loved by you.

"I'm here if you want to talk." I said quietly handing him his beer. He took it and took a big swig before looking down at his feet.

"Deception and vice to the finest I've ever seen."

"And the funny thing is that I keep settling for the untruth just because I'm a slave to that fantasy of wanting to be in love."

What I would do to be loved by you

"Thinking it through now I see everything."

"She didn't ever care for me."

I care for you

"She had me trusting every word I thought was true. How could she keep lying. But I keep trying because..."

I couldn't ever lie to you

"...what if there's something that I keep missing."

Me

"What if there someone that I can't lose"

Me

"What if there's someone that makes me happy"

Me

"Someone that I already know."

Please say me

"That could literally be anybody Jamie." I say. Jamie looked at me like he was seeing me for the very first time.

"What if that anybody's you." He whispered. It was so low I didn't catch what he said.

"What I would do to be loved by you." I said out loud on accident. My eyes widened as he watched me. I hope he didn't hear that. He must have because his lips were on mine in a flash.

"Someone to listen, someone to make me happy, someone who loves me." He mumbled against my lips between kisses.

"Jamie." I had to force myself to pull away.

"Y/n." Jamie started but I cut him off.

"We're best friends. We shouldn't." I said sadly. Standing up to create distance. Unfortunately he also chose to stand and walk towards me.

"Pretending we don't love each other is bullshit and I can't do it anymore. If you don't love me like I love you tell me now so I can walk away." Jamie said looking straight at me.

"Jamie..." he looked devastated. Like I was about to destroy everything he holds dear.

"I do love you but..."

"No buts y/n. Yes or no. Do you love me more then a friend loves a friend." He stated talking another step towards me. We were an arms length away.

"Yes." I whispered. His arm reached out and his finger went into my belt loop. He pulled me to him rather fast. His lips were back on mine. His kiss was feverish. His arms came around my body. He walked us backwards to my bedroom.

He wasted no time directing me to the center of the room and pulling away. His eyes never left mine as he pulled his shirt off. I followed suit and soon we were standing in front of each other naked. I tried to cover myself with my arms but he stopped me.

"You are the most gorgeous person on the planet darling. Don't hide from me." His words sent shivers down my back. He took his time admiring me. He stepped closer and kissed me. This kiss was like we were the only two people on this planet.

He laid me down on the bed gently. I wrapped my legs around him like it was a second nature. He lined himself up with me before gently and slowly pushing himself in. Taking his time to make sure I was comfortable the entire time.

His lips ghosted over my skin wherever he could get them. Giving me random small pecks. Once he was fully in he waited for me to give him to go head to move. I started wiggling around so he started to gently and lovingly move.

With every roll of his hips I got a soft kiss. He whispered loving words. Stuff like 'you're gorgeous. All mine. I've loved you for forever. You are perfect. I love you.' It made my heart swell. Occasionally I would whisper something loving back but mostly all I could get out were moans.

I started to get closer to my orgasm. This is the first time that I have been able to do that without any other stimulation. Just his encouraging words and the gentle kisses mixed with the slow roll of his hips. He brought his wondering lips back to mine. His tongue entangled with mine in a passionate kiss.

Eventually I came around him. His mouth muffled my moans as mine muffled his own groans. He pulled out of me and used his hand to finish himself. His cum hit my stomach after a few seconds.

He had gotten up and came back with a wash rag to clean me up before I had even noticed he had left. Once he was done he got back in bed and pulled me into his chest.

"Sorry about the mess. Probably should have asked if you wanted me to use a condom." Jamie chuckled as his hands rubbed up and down my back.

"I'm on the pill so it would have been ok." I softly respond slowly falling asleep.

"Ok well that's good. I would like to marry you before putting a baby in you." He laughed.

"Mmhmm."

"I love you Y/n. I always have." Jamie gave me kiss on the forehead.

"I have and will always love you Jamie."

We fell into a peaceful sleep. Finally together. Like two puzzle pieces meant to go together.

I was his and he was mine.

My happy ever after.

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This was a little different but I hope everyone enjoys it.