Joseph Quinn Smut

Fight for us or leave

*NEIL BEING A DICK TO BILLY

*ANGST

*I think that's it
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It had been a few hours since I had last heard or talked to Billy. In the past whenever we had argued he always and I mean always came back to either say sorry or hear me say it.

This time was different. I think we are done. I replay the fight in my head.

"Billy. Can. I ask you something?"

"Sure princess." Billy smirked.

"Where did you get that bruise?"

"What bruise? I don't have a bruise."

"Yes you do I saw it earlier. It's on your right side." I went to lift his shirt and he slapped my hand away.

"You're so fucking delusional! I don't have a fucking bruise." Billy yelled stomping away from me.

"Billy."

"Stop babying me I don't fucking need you. I don't need this." He was fuming but why.

"I know that billy. Stop yelling at me."

"Just because you're daddy used to yell at you doesn't mean I'm going to sit here and accommodate you." I can't believe he threw that in my face.

"I can't believe you Billy. You seriously are going to throw that in my face. I don't throw your mom leaving in yours." I started to raise my voice.

"Don't you fucking dare. I swear to god Y/n. You every bring that shit up again and I'll leave." Billy was seething.

"Then fucking leave! There's the door. If you think is arguing is a reason to run away then do it. Don't throw my past in my face then get all pissy when I bring up yours."

"You know what fuck you." He started heading to the door.

"Fuck you Hargrove. You know what your just like your dad. An asshole to everyone unless you want something from them."

"You know what go to hell. I'm done."

He slammed the door when he left.

I didn't really mean it. Sure Billy was an ass sometimes. Billy never really told me about his home life. Just that his dad was an asshole who thought everyone was below him.

I had to tell Billy I was sorry. So I got up off the floor where I had been for the last few hours sobbing. I went to go fix my face but decided against it. Either we would make up or we would officially break up. Either way I was probably going to cry some more.

"You ok honey? I overheard the ending of that fight." My aunt Joyce asked me when I walked out to the living room.

"Want me to shoot him?" Hopper asked. Im almost positive that him and my aunt were dating.

"Im fine I'm just going to go talk to him if that's ok?" I asked. My voice small from all the crying. 

"Of course honey." Aunt Joyce was always nice and completely understanding.

"Tell you what page me if you need backup. Ya?" Hopper said and I nodded to him before leaving the Byers residence. I passed Jonathan on the way out. I started the car that billy had been showing me how to fix. I started crying on the way to his place. How was I ever going to apologize.

I made it and parked a little down the street so his dad wouldn't know. That was the one rule Billy had. I got out manually locking my car so it wouldn't make any noise. I walked around the house to Billy's window. It was cracked so I hoped he had done that for me and not just forgotten about it. I hoisted myself up and into his room.

My body hit his bed with a soft thump. The smell of his cologne and body wash invaded my nose. I really hope we make up. I sat up and was going to poke my head out the door when Neil's yelling made me stop dead in my tracks.

"You really are a fuck up aren't you." Neil had yelled. I assumed it was directed at Billy since his car was in the drive but he wasn't in his room.

"What was the fight about. What was so fucking important to you huh?! She was the only person who would have loved a worthless fuck like yourself!" I heard Neil yell. Oh god he was worse then Billy had ever let on. I heard a thump.

"I thought I taught you to PLANT YOUR FUCKING FEET!" Did Neil just knock Billy to the ground? I heard a noise that sounded like someone being hit. Just then Billy's door had opened. Max was placing a first aid kit on the desk next to the door. Her eyes meet mine.

I could see her pain. I am going to assume that this was more then just a first time thing. She gave me a sympathetic look and then came into the room.  I held my arms out and open for her.

She practically launched herself into my arms and quietly sobbed against me. I just held her. As soon as I talked to Billy I would let Hopper know what was going on here at the Hargrove residence.

"Is it always like this?" I whispered more to myself than anything.

"Ya. It was better when you and Billy were always together. Neil couldn't treat him like this in front of you. And Billy was better." Max responded. Her face still buried in my shoulder.

"Neil always finds something wrong. Sometimes it's that Billy's not treating you good enough, or Billy is letting you push him around to much, or Billy spends to much time with your or not enough time." Max said.

She started to sniffle. She pulled away from me to sit up more on the bed. I had been so focused on her I tuned out the fight between Billy and Neil. Max thanked me for being there for her and Billy before she left the room.

"You ungrateful fuck! Pack your shit and leave. I don't care where you go but it wont be here!" Neil had yelled Billy came down the hall towards his room. I had zoned out thinking about our fight earlier and how wrong I was. The door opened and Billy came in.

He closed the door and stopped. He had noticed me but I was so tuned out that I hadn't noticed him. Billy walked towards me slowly trying not to startle me. He kneeled down in front of me.

"Princess?" Billy whispered. His hand reached out to touch my face. I came back to reality when his fingers grazed my check wiping away tears that I hadn't realized had fallen. I didn't mean to but I flinched. Billy's face fell at my action.

"You don't have to be afraid princess. I would never and will never put my hands on you. I swear." My eyes meet his. I could see a red mark on his check. His lip was split. He pulled me into his arms.

"I'm so sorry Billy. I didn't mean any of it." I sniffled into his chest before starting to cry.

His scent invading my senses. I was supposed to comforting him but here he was holding me while I quietly sobbed. I had no idea it was this bad. His hand rubbing random patterns on my back.

"Don't apologize. It's my fault I should've just told you instead of picking a fight. I love you princess." He pulled away from me and started packing.

I watched him grab a bag and fill it with clothes and another bag was filled with his blankets off his bed. He grabbed the box that he filled with all the notes and polaroids of us and me. He grabbed a couple of other random stuff.

"Can you climb out the window and meet me down the street princess?" I nodded to him. I started climbing out the window as he left his room with the stuff he had packed.

I ran to my car and waited. I heard their front door slam and Billy's car rev up. A few minutes later Billy pulled up beside me.

"Follow me princess." Was all he said before we both pulled away and started our journey to god knows where.

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