Bad Boy Turns Soft

01: the start of something new

❆°➳ "not scared of much"
⤷ chapter one:

there was always something going on in jungkook's life. it was either something that made him happy or stressed him the fuck out. there was never a in between. the raven was your typical teenage boy— moody, angry, did not talk much, lazy. well that is what his mother always tell's him.

the eighteen year old loved video games, drawing and nature. he was never into any sports growing up, he was always told that he would make it no where doing sports. he was told this by teachers at his school, ironic right?. his biggest pet peeve was teachers, the teachers who were meant to be uplifting their students dreams and passions.

it never worked out to be like that. the only thing that was going good in his life was his one friendship with a male named jimin, his pink-haired best friend. they had basically been best friends since they were in diapers, but sadly jimin moved out of busan to seoul a few years back. life for jungkook felt like it was constantly going downhill.

at this point he was so use to being by himself that sometimes he felt like he had no friends. when he found out jimin was moving to seoul, his mind swirled. many bad thoughts shot through his brain. his gut told him that as soon as jimin started making other friends he would leave him, and he would not hear from him.

for the first time his gut feeling was wrong, if anything being apart made them have a stronger bond. the pink-haired male texted him often, telling him how amazing seoul was and how much he misses him. it started to make jungkook think about his life in busan, yeah it was his home but he is not happy.

he thought maybe a life change would be something he needed. why not move to seoul? was the question he kept asking himself whenever he did research on jobs available around the school that jimin went to, when he found some he quickly wrote them down.

then went towards small rentals, apartments, or dorms to stay in. when he found two that fitted his price range he started to plan, he was lucky that he had a car and knew how to drive so that was a bonus. his ideal place to live would be in a dorm at campus but they did not have any available yet, so he thought of plan b.

PLAN B: find somewhere to live in the meantime until he can find a spare spot at the dorms.

now the only issue he had at the time was trying to convince his mother who was not strict but definitely babied the male. he remembers the feeling of sitting on the couch wanting to say something but couldn't find the courage to ask.

eventually he did and the conversation went how he expected it to go, which was a no from his mother. he was upset and angry, jungkook knew he should be able to make choices for his own life and do what he wanted to do. after weeks of going back and forward he showed his mother his planning, proving to her that this could work.

the aim was to get a job, finish the last year of school, get into college. after while he convinced his mother. to say it was the first time he had smiled in awhile would be an understatement. he straight away called jimin and told him what was happening. jimin was over the moon, he told the raven to pack his things and that he could stay with jimin in his dorm until he found somewhere to stay.

so the following days, jungkook's mother helped him apply for school and helped him load the car. she bit back many tears as she watched her son's car drive off, turning towards the motorway.

it had now been a month since he has been in seoul and so far he was loving it, he has a job working at a bar sometimes at night. it was not the greatest but it was good money. once he moved into his apartment that had a decent kitchen, bathroom and mini lounge and a small bedroom he spent three days settling in.

going back and forward from the shops to make sure he had everything he needed, the main thing was foundation. he was not a fan of wearing make up, he hated it. wearing foundation was the only way to cover the dark circles under his brown eyes.

his sleeping pattern were shit, he has a lot of trouble sleeping. jungkook was not normally a guy to be scared of much, but sleeping was something he wish he did not need. it was always the same nightmare over and over again... the night he got into a car accident, the night his father died.