"You're going to regret this, I suggest you stop being a little bitch and take these fucking drugs before I force them down your throat."Tears burned my eyes as I continued shaking my head "no I don't want to, Alex please I don't want to do this"
The man scoffed, coming closer to me on the chair I was tied to. "HOW THE FUCK did you lose my shit huh? What am I meant to do? Congratulate you, you useless cunt?"
I gulped back saliva, proceeding to cry excessively down my flushed cheeks. "Please Alex I'm sorry, they must of known my whereabouts. I couldn't help it"
"Fuck off with the excuses and open that pretty little mouth"
I shook my head "n-no Alex I don't want to"
Alex grabbed my face with his hands and began to forcefully open my lips, I tried to shake off his grip but it was no use.
Sitting abruptly from my bed I felt sweat dripping from my forehead whilst my breathing turned into pants. I drew my legs up to my chest and sobbed into my hands "fuck you Alex" I cried. I hated these awful dreams I had of him.
Alex would drug me, beat me and also sexually assault me. I cant remember why he turned so horrible and bitter towards me; yes I lost his drugs but this started before then too. Alex used to be a sweet guy, used to treat me right and I did love him at one point in my life.
My bedroom door swung open and Evan rushed over to me, pulling me into his side as I sobbed "are you okay? I heard you screaming"
I shook my head, grabbing my hair forcefully "it won't stop Evan, he won't stop"
Evan began to stroke my back, leaving little butterfly circles across my skin. "I won't let him touch you, I promise"
"You can't say that Evan, he is a dangerous man"
I rubbed my wet cheeks and looked bleakly at the bed sheets now all damp and crinkled. "He will hurt me eventually and there is nothing anyone can do about it"
Evan turned me around so I was now looking at him, caressing my cheek in the process. "Believe me when I say I won't let it happen. That guy won't come within a mere few inches of you"
"And Willa, you can trust me"
"Can I trust you though Evan? I genuinely cannot fathom why you're being so kind to me. Then of course how you knew where my work was and then how you knew where I would be after leaving my parents house?"
Evan pulled his hand away from my cheek whilst his eyes darkened "stop asking questions. Just trust me"
Pushing the latter off me I rolled my eyes "see what I mean, you can't even answer the most basic questions"
"What are you trying to achieve Evan?"
"Can't you just trust me Willa! Please" Evan exclaimed, shaking his head.
I pointed a finger at him with confusion wrapped over me "trust you? Evan you show up to places you shouldn't even know. You buy me expensive things, you let me live with you?"
"You must be stupid if I wouldn't get questionable towards the sort of person you are"
Evan lowered his gaze, those darkened eyes now going back to normal. "I'm sorry if I've scared you, but I don't have bad intentions"
I placed a hand on his leg "I think it's best I go live with someone else. You're a good guy Evan but there is just too much going on"
Evan crinkled up his nose and looked almost hurt by what I said. "Do as you wish"
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Fanfiction"Evan, you can't control me all the time" Willa exclaimed, her voice laced with anger and hurt all in one. "Why can't I control you? I'm in love with you. I want to always be there for you and protect you" Cupping Evan's face with her hand, she fel...