Sometimes, we wish for the world to change, and we hold onto false hopes that end up breaking our hearts, or worse, our souls. So to blow up everything is the best way to set us free, and become a golden version of ourselves and the spirit we are gi...
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Some text. Never send it. Don't see the reason for it. Is not like he would care. Why should I keep on? Doesn't matter anymore. He's M.
- I know I act all tough and stuff, but is just because I hide my feelings. If I weren't, I'd probably had already kissed you. I guess I'm not really good at it, because I've told you you are pretty. When I said that "I didn't know what to say", was because I really don't! You are very distant, how do you expect me to actually text you after a short and cold text? I don't know if you don't want to talk to me, or to talk at all, or to know about me, or if I make you feel uncomfortable or disgusted, or annoyed, I certainly don't know how you feel about me or if you even feel something at all. My mind have these upsides and downsides whenever I close my eyes, that I truly can't escape from these emotions anymore. We flirted because you started it. I'm not the kind of person that actually starts something. I have never make a first move when it comes to flirting. When you said that you weren't ready for anything, I understood, how could I not? I've been there before, I have also suffered from a broken heart, I mean, who hasn't really? But I've also been single for the past two years and a half. I've been dealing with so many things in my head that the least I wanted, was a romantic problem. Guess I've been very lonely, and I prefer to continue like this my entire life than to be the second choice of someone. I know you are confused, but don't drag me into your emotional spiral. I like you, a lot. There's no need to pretend being jealous. Right now, and after all this time, I only have eyes for you. But you don't feel the same and that's okay. All I'm asking is for you to not break my heart, to not use me as a rebound, to just not play with me. If you really don't care, don't act like you do. It confuses me a lot.
Written on September 13th, 2022. 2:43 P.M.
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