Vengeful Matrimony | ✔️

Chapter 38

GISELLE

"Make me forget," I whispered, looking up at Nicholas through my lashes. "I keep feeling his hand on my body, and I don't think I can live with that." It felt like a boulder was stuck in my throat as I got the words out.

"You want me to fuck you?" Nicholas asked, picking up my simple pearl pendant between his fingers.

"Y-yes," I stuttered as doubt suddenly set in. What if he wasn't interested? I nibbled on my bottom lip, looking away from his intense silver eyes.

He took my chin in his hand, tipping my head back. "We're not done talking, Giselle. Tell me what you want."

"I want to forget everything that happened tonight with Ed..."

He silenced me by pressing his thumb against my lips. "No, baby. We're not bringing his name in here."

Fine by me. "Okay."

"I won't fuck you tonight."

My cheeks heated with embarrassment. What was I thinking by asking him to have sex with me? I probably sounded desperate to him.

"Okay." I tried pulling away from him, but he tightened his grip on my waist.

"I'm not done speaking," he growled down at me.

"But you said..."

"I know what I said," he cut me off. "There are other things I can do to make you come, and they don't involve me shoving my cock into your tight cunt."

Heat pooled between my legs against my will. God, I forgot how crass he could be.

"If I'm going to fuck you, it won't be to make you forget what some coglione did to you. I'm going to fuck you because you can't go one more second without having my cock inside you."

My clit pulsed with unfulfilled need. "I thought you didn't read meaning into sex. It's just supposed to be sex."

He shook my head at me, his eyes filled with so much he wanted to say, but - for some reason - couldn't. "Tell me again. What do you want me to do to you?" I looked down at his hardened cock, causing him to grin. "Aside from that," he said. "Do you have any hard limits?" He asked, trailing his thumb across my bottom lip.

"No fecal play."

Nicholas looked visibly shaken. "The fuck do you think I am? That's a hard no for me, too."

"Hey, no shaming. It gets some people off."

"I'm not shaming, and I am not one of those people. I don't care what gets others off. Just surprised you'd even think to bring that up."

I laughed, throwing my hands around his neck. "I guess I don't really know anything about you."

"Any other limits?" He asked, his hands slipping down to cup my ass.

"Nothing I can think of right now."

I had done nothing remotely kinky in bed, but that seemed to be more up Niko's alley. I wasn't complaining, though. I was eager to let him explore my body, eager for us to learn my limits together.

"We'll figure that out as we go," he mumbled against my lips before claiming them for a kiss.

His hands slipped underneath my dress, and he froze. I immediately knew why.

"You have no panties on?" He growled, his eyes darkening with lust.

"It's a sheer dress."

"You were walking around those scumbags with this pussy bare?" He wrapped his hand around my neck, squeezing lightly. "Tell me. Did it turn you on knowing you kept this a secret from me?"