Flashbacks (ZARRY AU)

PART 24

Today's the launching of Bella Hadid's clothing line. He for she for them.

Harry already delivered Bella's dress on her dressing room and went to his own dressing room that Bella prepared for him so he can think about Zayn and if he's decision on going to this event was right. He doesn't want to be here anyway since Zayn's isn't with him.

The event was held at Bella's commercial building she bought in queens and she's so excited that finally, her long dream is about to come true!

Bella called Harry at her dressing room as he helped Bella with the dress he'd made. Bella's standing in front of the whole body mirror, checking her self and the dress "Thank you so much for this Harry....the dress looks so amazing" Bella squealed as she gave a slight turn, the layers softly follows her moves "You look beautiful in it, Bella" Harry answered with a smile as Bella grinned on the mirror where she can see Harry "You're going to enjoy tonight, I promise!" Bella said to the mirror and she spun around and look at Harry's eyes "After the launching, we'll have an after party! Well, the launching is already a party but its a formal party...with wines and posh drinks. The after party, we can go wild and crazy!" Bella giggled "I don't want you to miss it" she added as Harry shrugged, he planned to go home after the launching...he's not in the mood to go partying.

In fact, he even forced himself to attend to this launching "Also, I want to meet your boyfriend!" Bella squealed some more as she remembers that Harry RSVP'ed for two people "Boyfriend?" Harry questions "I...I don't have one" He mumbled "You said you have a plus one and I assumed he's your boyfriend....I read his name, Zayn?" Bella said as Harry's breathing hitches and his heart started to ache. He hold his tears not to fall as he looks at Bella with a serious face "Uh yeah, he...he cancelled...and he's nobody" Harry answered fast as he try his best not to have a breakdown in front of his client "I'm going to change now..." Harry added as he instantly went out of Bella's dressing room and didn't even looked back at Bella who has a confused face because of his answers and also also saying 'see you later'

When Harry went to his dressing room, he closed the door and leaned his back into it. He remembers Zayn in an instant, on how they've formed their beautiful bond and their feelings. Harry also remembered that Zayn pushed him away so his self just gave in and cried.

What happened back in high school was less painful because what he feels today is more painful and heartbreaking. Harry wanted to take it all back. He wishes he hadn't gave in to Zayn, he wishes he hadn't opened up to him and he wishes that they didn't met again. Harry closed his eyes as he lets his tears fall.

After minute of being emotional, Harry wiped his tears away and stood straight "You're stronger than this Harry" Harry said "You're braver, independent and powerful....you've survived without him for years. You can do this. Even without Zayn" Harry added as he nodded his head, assuring himself that he's going to move on....again.

After Harry was finished dressing into his pink suit, which was supposedly paired with Zayn's suit, he looks at himself in the mirror and fixed his curls. Harry left Zayn's suit outside his apartment on the day they broke up. He didn't know that the suit would be his parting gift to Zayn. Once he's done fixing his suit and his hair, he sighed and gave out a fake smile to show to the people at the launching. He heard a knock on the door and that's when Harry was called out by one of Bella's staff to join her on the event. Okay, its time to go fake.

Harry opened the door and was met by a lady with an earpiece on her ear and she's wearing a ID indicating she's one of the staffs "Good evening Sir Styles, you look ravishing!" She smiled as Harry smiled back "Miss Bella wants you to go to the event hall" the lady stepped aside as she lets Harry out of the room. Once Harry was out, she followed him at his the back. When Harry made it to the hall, his eyes sparkled seeing beautiful dresses and suits on the mannequins displayed. His eyes also glimmered when he saw one of his designs catered on Bella's launching

"Sir Styles, your seat's this way" The lady said as Harry smiled at her and gave a slight nod as he followed her to his table. When he reached his table, the lady took out her mobile phone and looks at the list "It says here you have a plus one. Is that person late?" She asked as Harry's heart badumps "Uh no, actually he's not coming" Harry answered "Oh so is it okay to fill this seat? We don't want you to be alone on this table" she said as Harry shrugged "I don't mind" Harry responded as the lady says her thanks and left.

Harry sat down on his seat and looked around, eyeing the people's dresses and suits and maybe get some more ideas on his next innovations. The whole area are packed with known people and most of Bella's friends are there too, the models. Harry was busy admiring the people and their dresses when he felt someone sat beside him. Harry slowly looked beside him and gasp seeing those gentle yet intimidating brown eyes.

"You don't mind if I seat here right, Harry?" hearing his voice and with his words, Harry suddenly feels the chills.

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Zayn looks at the suit that Harry made. Its made of beautiful fabrics that every time Zayn touches it, it feels like feathers. Harry made a huge effort on being with Zayn but Zayn didn't made any. He knows that now.

He now knows that Harry chose him again because of being himself and not because Harry's thinking of him as his 'hero'

Zayn sighed as he held the suit and stare at it. The launching started hours ago and Zayn is still thinking if he's going. Zayn's mind is screaming because of the things he'd done to Harry and this time, he's in doubt if Harry will forgive him again....for abandoning him again.

Zayn ran his fingers through his messy hair as he sighed "You love Harry....so don't over think it. Just go with the flow" Zayn mumbled as he stood, still holding the pink suit. He went to his bathroom and look at himself in the mirror. His beard is really growing like a bush now and his eyes are deadass tired. He breathe in and breathe out and got out of the bathroom and went to his bedroom.

He neatly place his suit on the bed, arranging the top and slacks like he's about to get a photo of it and put it on his insta. After arranging, he went back to the bathroom and looked for his razor. He started to clean himself up. He took a shower, razored his beard and fixed himself for the launching party. He wore Harry's suit and he smiled when Harry perfectly managed his size. The suit was a perfect fit for him and his heart's suddenly gave out a loud thump because from the romantic feelings he felt for Harry.

He loves Harry and he's willing to win him back! Whatever it takes.

END OF PART 24

A/N: Oh Harry, my heart is still aching for Harry. Imagine going to the event without your partner, which he promised he'll be there? The pain! And yes, someone's back and ready to claim Harry again! Will Zayn proceed to fight or stand down and leave Harry? Oh god, the exciting parts are coming! Stay tuned!

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