Use Somebody

Chapter 5:

Harry's POV:

I sat there looking at Louis, I was wondering what he had done to deserve someone like that. They must have been wonderful if he still cried for them. Why couldn't I find someone like that? Everything about Louis was wonderful. His light brown feathery hair, the way his voice sounded, and the way he cared for people even if it was just his job, and his tattoos. This man was perfect in more way than one. I wish that he was mine but I doubt that he would be able to love someone like me.

"Harry?"

I looked up at him through my eyelashes.

"I wish that I could stay here with you but I have other patients who need me. But I will be back."

I nodded. I knew that this was his job but why couldn't he be all mine. He shut the door when he left. I sat there with all my thoughts. The thoughts I knew I shouldn't be thinking about. I thought of him on top of me and making me scream his name out in pleasure. I thought of us having kids and how he would never kill them like Nick did. Nick is a sick person. He never loved me and he just wanted to get in my pants. When he successfully did that he was going to leave but I forgot to tell him that I could carry children. So I was going to have our little boy but he killed him before I even got to see him.

I heard a knock on the door that interrupted my thoughts.

"Louis?"

"No actually it's me. Your mother Harry."

She opened the door and entered the room. I reached out for her but I couldn't reach any farther than stretching my arms out because of the sutures in my stomach.

"Harry."

"Mom. He killed him."

"Who killed who?"

"Nick killed my baby. I was asking him questions about what I saw and he got mad. He pinned me to the wall and punched me in the stomach. He killed my baby. He killed William. And he decided to name him when I wasn't listening. He named him Jayden Matthew Grimshaw." I spilled everything in my head out to her.

She wrapped her arms around me and pulled me closer. I could hear her silently crying.

"I'm so sorry you had to go through something like this. I'm sure he was beautiful just like you."

"I never got to see him." I cried along with her.

She held me for the longest time but nothing could take away from the pain that I was in right now. I lost my boyfriend and my baby. I was in a hospital with no one I knew and my mom was here to help me through this pain. My tears fell onto my lap and made wet dots on the bed sheets. My mom leaned my head up and wiped my face.

"I will get you through this. I won't let you slip into something deeper than this."

I nodded. My tears were still falling.

"I'll call Gemma to see what she can do too."