cigarette smoke - muke [hiatus]

1.2

"ok, mikey and i are going to have a talk now so watch the movie. here are some blankets and some popcorn." luke kissed rose's forehead and ruffled katie's hair. he went upstairs to michael in his room.

"are they not going to bug us?" michael asked.

"nope. they are watching fantasia." luke went over to the bed michael was sitting on and sat next to him. michael took luke's hand into his.

"tell me everything, luke."

"where do you want me to start?" luke asked the colorful headed boy.

"wh-when you started to self-harm."

"so, i started to self-harm as soon as i found out i was gay. i'm guessing i thought it was in my blood that i was gay and that i could cut it out of myself. so that's why i cut myself. then it got worst. it went into depression. i was just that kid that would walk to school in all black with their hood up, no matter the weather, go to the back of all their classes and being the only one paying attention then go home, fall asleep, then repeat.

"nobody really noticed until mary saw that i had switched lunch periods and we didn't have anymore classes together. she called me one day saying to come over. when i got there, she told be to take off my shirt. and me being me, i did. she was in tears at what she found. she wrapped her arms around my neck and cried and cried. i just held her waist and did the same. i was a big orgy of sadness, to be honest." luke kinda giggled, but his face soon fell.

"it felt good to know that somebody actually cared, ya know? anyways, after that, i told her everything. then after that, i stopped cutting, i was still depressed, sadly. and then i met you. and that's where the story ends." luke looked up at michael who was rubbing his scars with his thumb. luke saw a tear drop onto michael's wrist.

"you don't deserve any pain in your life, luke," michael took his hand and brought them up to luke's face. "you are too beautiful to go through any pain. your blue eyes don't deserve to have tears in them, your heart doesn't deserve to go through any heart break and your mouth doesn't deserve fake kisses." michael put his lips on luke's and passionately kissed him. luke put his hands on michael's waist and brought him closer.

michael licked the bottom of luke's lip, asking for entry. luke approved entry by opening his lips. michael slid his tongue into luke's mouth, his tongue dominating luke's almost instantly. luke was pushed onto the bed, their lips never detaching. until luke stopped for a second.

"wait. i have to call emma if we are going to do this."

"who's emma?" michael asked, wondering who she is.

"she's my babysitter." luke dialed her number.

"what's up, lucas?" she answered.

"hey, can you take rose and her friends somewhere away from my house, please? my boyfriend and i are trying to have some alone time."

"i know you are going to fuck him. okay, i'll be over in a bit."

"you are a lifesaver."

"yeah, yeah, yeah, whatever." she hung up.

"don't. move." luke ran downstairs to tell the girls.

"rose, emma is going to take you guys some place fun okay?" rose clapped her hands together.

"who's emma?" katie asked at the unfamiliar name.

"she's my babysitter. she's a lot of fun!"

"well, if you say so, then it must be true!" katie exclaimed while smiling and clapping her hands together as well.

"trust me, you'll love her," once luke finished that sentence, the doorbell rang. "speak of the devil."

luke ran to open the door. once he was, he was met with emma, dressed in a blink-182 t-shirt and black skinny jeans with vans and some eyeliner and light lipstick on.

"hey luke." emma smiled at him.

luke smiled back to her. "hey emma. katie and rose are right here." she came in, greeted the children, got money from luke, and then left with both children with her. luke turned off the tv and ran back upstairs, leaving the huge mess behind.

"are you ready?" luke came into the room. michael nodded. "let's do this."

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THEY ARE FINALLY GOING TO FUCK ALCOAODJFAP

sorry this chapter was short. i wanted to get something out there. smut is next chapter ;)