cigarette smoke - muke [hiatus]

sorry

hey guys, it's been awhile. so, um, sorry i've been gone for so long. i explained in my most recent update that it was because luke was an absolute asshole. i still do not think of him in the same way i did before the article came out, i do not think of him as this beautiful angel of person who i'm completely obsessed with  anymore. i think of him as a person who has made a shitty fucking mistake, and i do continue to support him and the band. i also defend him and arzaylea when they are getting way too much hate because people do not understand that just because they did shitty things in the past and have a reputation doesn't mean that they haven't changed. you know the past and if arz's ex didn't spill all that tea on her, then she would get way less hate then she does now. but also, people do not understand that they are still fucking people and they have feelings and they do see what you are saying and you don't give a single fuck about their feelings and only care about how many followers you'll gain from hating on them, how many retweets you'll get and how many people will tweet you 'yes boo' or 'YAS FUCKING DRAG THEM'. no, shut the fuck up and sit down.

okay that got a bit ranty but what i wanted to say was that the other reason i left was because i wasn't feeling inspired or very well mentally. i was going through some things and i was very fucked up and school was fucking me so hard in the ass i was starting to cry. so i took a break for myself. and in that break a lot of things happened. i met one of my internet friends again, which was great, but like a month or two after that she became such a shitty ass person to the point where it was mentally affecting me. so i ended that friendship as fast as i could and i didn't shed a single tear. next what happened was i fell in love. i had my first girlfriend and even though it didn't last long because her dad is a homophobic dickwad, i still had one of the greatest first loves ever. next i ended school!! woo, just got three more years to go. woo. and i also recently got obsessed with anime and i have none to watch so comment some ones i should watch (either on crunchyroll or netflix thanks boos). that's all and i will be updating very soon. i hope you are all good and happy and i love you all! (also read my larry book called lesbian thanks)