𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙈𝙧. 𝙈𝙖𝙣𝙝𝙞𝙙

29. Morning after

Sinusundan ko bawat galaw niya sa kusina habang nakaupo ako at nag aantay matapos siyang maghanda ng mesa.

Hindi siya nagluto, hahaha. Nag order lang kami dahil tanghali na.

Ayaw niya akong tumulong sa kaniya or gumalaw man lang sa kinauupuan ako.

Im sore all over. It made me blush thinking about last night.

We haven't had enough sleep.

"I'm done."

He finally sit down beside me.

"I'm so hungry." sabi ko.

He was feeding me like a baby. Gusto kong matawa pero hindi ko magawa dahil nakikita kong nag i-enjoy siya sa ginagawa niya.

This side of him is making me fall for him even harder.

"Wala ka bang lakad today?" tanong ko sa kaniya.

"Saturday ngayon and today's my rest day. Pero bukas ng tanghali may meeting ako with the production team. May movie akong i-di-direk next month."

"So maging busy ka next month?"

Bigla akong nalungkot. He will be busy and i need to go back to New York.

"Medyo. Babalik ka na nang New York that time."

Pareho kami nang nasa isip.

"I have to get ready for my next fashion show sa Dubai. Hindi ako makakabalik dito sa Riversville until October."

"That's three  months after."

Tumango ako.

I still have my whole month with him pero ngayon palang namimiss ko na agad siya.

"Wanna have dinner with me outside tomorrow?"

Ngumiti ako sa kaniya sabay tango.

"Hindi ka ba mag aalala na baka may makakilala sayo? Baka __."

"I'm used to it Z. If  you're worried we can dine in somewhere na may privacy."

"I will check online."

Tinapos namin ang brunch bago sabay na nag shower, make love sa shower, then magkulong sa kwarto and make love again.

Nang mapagod, we slept the whole afternoon.

Pagdating sa gabi, we ordered something again for dinner. We even make love before dinner.

I was worried na biglang may kumatok sa unit niya dahil naiingayan sa mga ungol naming dalawa.

But overall, i'm happy. I never felt this happy before. 

Late at night,  i was looking for something to wear sa closet niya; i love to wear his shirts. Parang palagi niya akong yakap kapag suot ko tshirt niya.

I accidentaly found something sa isang drawer.

Parang familiar sa akin ang black sketch book at pink diary na nakita ko.

And i realized that it was mine.

Bakit nasa drawer ni Zayne?

He knows?

I remember na last night hindi man lang siya nagulat nang inamin kong siya ang lalaki sa past ko nong college kami.

Dahil alam na niya. Kaya pala gusto niyang umamin ako.

I opened my sketch book. Looking through my teenage crush that occupied my dreams and fantasies when i was young.

May mga kamay na biglang yumakap sa beywang ko.

His chin on my shoulder.

"Hmm, you found it?"

"Bakit nasa'yo to? Binigay ba ni mommy to?"

"No. Aksidente ko lang nabasa sa kwarto mo. Dinala ko rito dahil gustong gusto kong basahin ng paulit ulit yung mga kinukwento mo sa diary mo."

"Nakakahiya Zayne."

He planted a soft kiss on my exposed shoulder.

"Ako dapat ang mahiya. I was the one who hurt you and i don't even know it. I'm sorry baby."

It melts my heart to hear him call me that.

I closed my eyes when he started kissing my neck, and moaned when he kissed behind my ear.

I almost drop the books i was holding.

He helped me put it back inside the drawer and spin me around so we could look each other.

"I was a fool back then. A blind fool. I'm sorry for hurting you Belle."

How can i blame him when he didn't know about it?

"It wasn't  your fault Z. Hindi mo alam ang feelings ko para sayo noon. Ako lang ang tanging nakakaalam that time.But if you really are sorry, bumawi ka. Make love to me."

He stroked my cheek gently and leaned down, softly kissing my lips.

"I love you Belle."

I was taken aback by his words.

He kissed me gently again before pulling away.

"I love you Belle."

When i didn't reply, he kissed me again softly.

"I love you baby."

Hindi ako makapag salita.

Pero naramdaman ko ang pagtulo ng aking luha.

"Belle whats wrong?" worried agad niyang tanong, wiping my tears with the back of his hand.

But i throw my arms around his neck and pulled him for a kiss.

Then i stop and pulled away.

Smiling at him when i said  "I love you too Z" and kissed him again.

He instantly responded, pulling me hard against him and kissing  me hungrily.