Chapter 78 (M)

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Was I so desperate for satisfaction that I would sleep with this broken version of the man I loved? How could I trust myself? How would I know it wasn't just my coping mechanism tricking me into falling back into old habits? 

Glancing at my watch, we only had a few short hours left before it would be time for the shift. Cas would be brought down here, chained up, and preparations would be made. What if we got caught? "Don't go back on a promise like that..." he pulls me out of my musings, slipping his thigh between my legs to brush against me as he catches my gaze with his own. "You really are loyal, aren't you."

"You realize you're encouraging me to cheat on yourself, right?" I mumble, pushing his shirt up to attack his chest. My warm tongue against his chilled skin causes him to gasp, catching his lower lip in his teeth as he shudders under my fingers. The raw enthusiasm of youth made me shudder, I'd never been with a younger man, and by the time I'd gotten to Randy he'd been around the block and back again. 

While I was the first man he'd been with, I appreciated all the years of experience. 

Now I was dealing with a hormonal body, close to going through a supernatural change and overcharged with the full moon, quivering under my fingertips with anticipation. Chuckling, I trace my tongue over his nipple, grabbing one of his thighs to seat over my hip. While he was a lot taller than me, this could work. He couldn't hide from me, he'd be completely at my mercy. My wolf rejoiced, I struggled to keep a clear head. 

"I'm a real bitch like that." he manages, pressing the back of his hand to his mouth to stifle any encouragement. 

"You sure did switch fast for a man who was so against anything 'gay' when I met you." Both times I'd met him, he wanted me as far away from him as possible. 

Flinching, he glances down at me as I grind my hips against him, his free hand knotting in my hair with a firm tug. "This feels different than it's ever felt. It's instinct, I just trust you." Embarrassed, he sighs, rolling his eyes as I sink my teeth into his pectoral. "Gods you're driving me insane."

I knew him too well. I knew how much he liked pain. "You like it rough," I respond shortly, shoving my hips against him as he stifles a sound. Painfully hard against my pants, I grab his wrist, taking his hand to plunge it between us. "Don't just sit there. Do something." I growl, receiving a flustered look in response as he fumbles with the zipper of my pants. 

"Do you know what I really like?" 

I stretch on my tiptoes to kiss his neck, sinking my teeth into his collarbone. My wolf was on pins and needles, dominant gone wild, as if the moon had an effect on me too. He smelled different, Alpha was rising to the surface as he growls low in his throat. The taste of his blood on my tongue, the way he responded each time my teeth plunged into him. "The way I feel against you?" I manage an airy gasp as he slides his cool hand up and down my length. 

"Don't kill my hard-on with talk like that. I'm not your girlfriend." He grits his teeth as I run my tongue over the bite mark. Hesitant for a moment, he swirls his thumb around the tip of my manhood. I curse under my breath, in a sharp move, I break away from him, pulling him roughly to his knees in a way that crushes his cheek against my groin. I expect him to fight, but his lips immediately part as those large clear eyes look up at me. 

I fist my hand in his hair, shoving my cock into his mouth with a low moan. It was different with him, the air was that of someone who wanted to be dominated, a part of him that wished to be had. I remember him telling me that at one point, he was introduced to the lifestyle and found his salvation through it. 

I rock my hips against him, cursing at the feel of his tongue on me, shuddering at the intensity with which he sucks as if his only goal was to please me. Pinned between me and the cage, he was at my mercy. I release him, I can't lose myself yet, I wasn't nearly done with him. As I hover over him, he pants, red-cheeked as he watches me from his position at my feet. "I like when you treat me like I deserve it."

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