Unspeakable Acts (bwwm)

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Jaxon hadn't talked to Alyssa for what seemed like years. She had called off work on the days they worked together and she only replied to important texts with a few words. She's made it clear she doesn't want to talk to him.

It's put him on edge all week, stuck in his room wondering what he did wrong and having mood swings. You can't count on two hands how many times he's snapped at people, and seeing Kyle talk to Alyssa provoked him even more. He's made up his mind he's gonna get his lick back.

Maybe he shouldn't have kissed her. Maybe she panicked and is upset because she didn't like it. He's going to confront her, eventually. He won't let their relationship end this way.

As he watches Alyssa pull out of the schools parking lot he sighs putting his helmet back on.

He knows jasmines schedule, he needs to talk to her. At this time she's getting ready for the gym because she doesn't have cheer practice on mondays. He decides to wait till later tonight to go to her house.

He knocks on the front door and waits a few moments before the door opens up, "jax? Hey!"

He smiles pushing the door open more, "can we talk? Please."

"Sure baby come in," Jasmine steps aside. Jaxon waves hello to her mother and they both make their way upstairs to her bedroom.

"What's up?"

Jax closes the door behind him and stares at her, "I know you're still hooking up with Cameron."

She almost chokes, the one thing on her mind is that Alyssa told him. Or maybe her and cam made it so obvious. Either way she has to explain to him.

"I...I'm so sorry. I was going to tell you, but I just couldn't work up the courage, I was hoping my feelings for him would go away." She frowns looking at him. Trying to find some type of emotion on his face, there is none. He's got no emotion whatsoever.

"What you did is shitty, but I wasn't feeling it anyways." He continues staring at her.

She slowly nods biting her lip nervously, "okay. Yeah, I agree."

He looks around seeing her wall full of pictures of her and Alyssa and he can't help but smile a bit. Jasmine immediately notices, "Alyssa?"

He scratches his head looking down, "yeah."

Jasmines eyes widen and she grows excited, "oh my god! Jax you have to make a move!! You guys would look so cute together."

He smiles softly, "I think so too, I knew since the day I saw her in the office. but I don't think she's interested in me."

Jasmine looks down thinking for a moment, "she has made a promise to never get involved romantically with a guy ever again."

He sits down at her desk, "what the fuck? Why?!"

"I probably shouldn't be telling you this, but basically because of her weight. She thinks that either a guy will use her for her body, or they won't like her because of her body. She's never said one good thing about her body. She doesn't even look in the mirror to long because she can't stand to look at herself." Jasmine frowns, every time this problem comes up Jasmine can't help but to get emotional. She wishes her best friend seen what she sees.