Unspeakable Acts (bwwm)

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| Alyssa Mitchell |

It's day 23 of vowing not to talk to men. Men as in "potential relationship" men. It always goes wrong and I always end up getting my heart brutally broken. Whatever, I need to focus more on schooling. It's my junior year and I'm aiming too get my early acceptance letter from Columbia.

Columbia is my dream college, but of course I have a few back ups. Duke, rice, and Vander-bilt. Honestly I wouldn't mind staying in Seattle, I love this city.

"Alyssa!" My best friend Jasmine runs up to me. I give her a soft smile as I flip through the pages of my new read.

"Look, I got them!!!" She exclaims pointing down to her new shoes. They're customized blazers, she's been talking the longest about.

When she notices I'm not in a good mood she wraps her arms around me, hugging me tightly, "what's the matter my love??"

I don't even understand how Jasmine is my best friend. She's nothing like me. She's gorgeous, and has the most perfect curve with a flat stomach. She's popular, on the cheer team.

And somehow best friends with me. While she's at football games on Friday, I'm home with my cat watching the sturniolo triplets YouTube videos. Her favorite color is pink, mine is black. Mostly because it hides my body, but also because it's a universal color! It literally goes with everything. We're just completely different people.

Don't get me wrong, I absolutely adore jasmine.

We've been best friend since birth, our dads are best friends so it was fitting. We've spent every Christmas together, every summer we vacation together.

"Talk to me A," she demands. I look over to her as I close my book. "You know Nick... the guy I was talking too before I took my vow?"

She nods her head, putting all of her attention on me. That's why I love her, because even though technically her status is higher than mine. She sees no status. She just sees me. And she treats me no different.

"Well he unadded me after I posted that mirror pic. I'm not bothered by it but.. I thought he was a nice person. He talked so much about how he loves bigger girls."

Jasmine slightly frowns, "okay but..did you even like him?" I stay silent for a moment debating on my answer, "like be fucking for real A, have you even asked yourself if you liked him?"

I laugh a little covering my mouth, "well actually not really, all he did was talk about sex."

"Exactly, no one wants a boyfriend who only thinks about sex, you dodged a bullet for real."

Once the bell rings Jasmine and I both make our way to our last period class. Thank god we have that class together. 7th period is the worst class though, all the popular people ended up in this class.

I sit next to Jasmine too, so when the football players or other cheerleaders have to talk to Jasmine I'm right there in the mix.

By the end of class the schools qb1 comes up to our table, his name is Cameron. And he happens to be jasmine's ex. Cliche as hell. The cheerleader captain and the qb1 dating.

They've been broken up for a few months, but they've always been good friends. He leans across the table and grabs jasmine's phone.

"Jasmine are you coming to my party tomorrow night?" He asks looking down at her phone. Probably going through her messages. Jasmine snatches her phone giving him an annoyed look. "Yes cam I'll be there, and so will Alyssa."

Cam looks over to me and smiles, "hey lyssa. If you guys can, bring paper plates. I don't want them using my moms china."

I give him a smile and go back to my phone. I didn't know about a party tonight, and I have no idea why Jasmine said I was going. The last few minutes of class, our table is full of jasmine cheer friends and cams friends. They're all laughing and chatting about the party. It's pretty awkward, just scrolling through my phone trying to pass time.

"Guys! I heard there's a new kid starting tomorrow. His name is jaxon! I bet he's so cute." One of jasmine's cheer friends speaks up. All of the girls become skittish and excited. They love when there's a new student, especially guy students. If they're attractive they want them.

I just can't wait to get home to shower and continue binge watching the vampire diaries... for like the 5th time. I don't care I'll always rewatch that show! It's one of my favorite comfort shows. I will cancel plans just to continue watching that show.

{wrd count: 788}