Cursed - Enhypen FF

Occasion

Jungwon was wandering around outside.
The mansion had a big and beautiful garden surrounded by a protective forest.
Ever since he had arrived here, Jungwon had always felt attracted to this forest. He had never walked in it though.
He didn't even know to be honest.
However, today he had finally stepped outside to do it.

As soon as he had reached the trees, it felt that the forest was the sanctuary of calm and peace he had been looking for.

Living with so many people did feel overwhelming at times, and Jungwon breathed in every second of freedom he could.

He hadn't even noticed how stressed he was before actually feeling relaxed among the trees.

Why so stressed though?

That was a good question.

Jungwon had a roof, food on his plate, friends...

And a girlfriend.

The young man instinctively frowned. He didn't even know why he had a girlfriend. He shook his head. He shouldn't be having this thought.
He didn't want to have this thought, rather.

She was a good person, she had taken them in, saving them from homelessness. He wasn't entitled to doubt her.

It's just the post traumatic symptoms that make me nervous. That's all.

But still, Jungwon felt somewhere deep down that he preferred spending time with someone else.
A someone with a sharp jawline and piercing eyes that contrasted with the softness of his character.

Jay...

As simply as that, Jungwon felt his feet redirect his body towards the mansion. He wanted to see Jay. As he walked the path he had just taken, Jungwon noticed something he had never seen before.

A frown appeared on his forehead as he realized the house had a round window just bellow the roof. Now, this window should have been visible from the upstairs library, however Jungwon was sure he had never seen it.

And that was enough to forget about everything else. In fact, he unconsciously started running towards the entrance door.
He practically flew upstairs and only stopped when he had reached the library.
In fact, he was right.

No window.

For the first time in... Jungwon couldn't remember for how long he had been in this mansion, well for the first time since he had arrived here, he noticed that the ceiling of the library didn't match the angles of the roof.

Which can only mean one thing... there's another room on top of the library!

Jungwon needed to find a way to access it.
This mystery had lit a fire in his heart, somehow coloring a rather grey day.
It was the same feeling as when one's ear was blocked and then something suddenly popped and one was able to hear distinctly again.

Jungwon felt as if this window had woken his blocked heart, bringing him back to reality.

So the young man meticulously looked around the library, eager to find an access to this room.
There was nothing.