hate; hjs + lmh

58.

jisung couldn't remember the last time he'd felt this bad, he struggled with his mental health but it hadn't been this bad in a while. he pulled the blanket up to his face and shut his eyes, hoping it would help him feel a little better.

he didn't want to tell anyone, especially not minho as everything was going so well. ever since minho's love confession two weeks ago, things had been great; they hadn't argued and they were closer than ever.

but this week had been absolutely terrible for jisung, everything hit him all at once and he had no way of coping.

he sighed and sat up, reaching for his phone. he scrolled through social media and replied to hyunjin, who had been texting him for hours about his boyfriend. after replying he put his phone down and got back into bed, trying his best to sleep.

"i made you some food" he heard minhos voice, so he opened his eyes, "and a coffee" he held the cup and plate out towards him.

the brunette sat up and reached for the drink, "i'll take the coffee.."

minho placed the plate on the side table and climbed into bed with his boyfriend, "everything okay?"

jisung just nodded as he sipped his coffee. they sat in silence as jisung finished his drink, "thank you for the coffee min"

"of course ji, i'm just happy you drank something" he gently kissed his forehead, "i know how you get when you're upset"

jisung frowned, "i'm not upset.."

"sung, i've known you my entire life..whenever there's something going on you stop eating, you stop talking, you stop everything..all you do is stay in bed" minho reached out for his hand.

"and two days ago you started doing all of these things, i didn't say anything because i figured you'd come to me when you're ready"

the brunette looked down at their intertwined hands, "i'm struggling a bit..please just don't leave me alone even if i ask you to, stay with me even if i push you away"

"of course my love" he kissed his forehead again, "i'm always here for you"

~

the pair spent most of the day in bed, just cuddling and chatting. jisung tried to sleep some more but he ended up crying for a bit instead and minho comforted him.

in the evening they decided to invite hyunjin and his boyfriend over as jisung missed his best friend and desperately wanted to meet his new partner.

he didn't bother getting ready, he only had effort to put a new hoodie on which he only wore because it was minhos.

"jisung!!" hyunjin hugged the shorter boy, "i've missed you so much"

"me too" he replied as he smiled.

"so uh this is seungmin" he pulled his boyfriend into the apartment, "my boyf-"

"minho?" seungmin said when he saw the purple haired boy. "no fucking way"

"seungmin!!" he practically yelled, he hadn't seen him since christmas, "i missed you"

"oh well i guess they don't need introductions.." hyunjin laughed, shutting the door behind him.

~

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